Sunday, May 8
frankly speaking, i dunno wat im doin here... my hand went to push e on button den my butt make mi sit here n my fingers start to type... i thk i noe y... i was being "nudged" by *^5 jus now... i dint noe wat to reply so i jus put a "?"... i reali dunno wat happened to e both of us... we used to be e bestest best frends... from mi tellin *^5 everythg to havin heartachs when he got new gf... i dunno wat excatly is our relationship bt we r jus frends... platonic frends onli cos i got a good bf now... there is nothg wrong for a male n female to b frends rite? even my bf noes him... i dint noe wat i did wrong on tt day... i was alone waiting at e mrt platform... i ve aldy expected not to c anyone there... bt i dint noe *^5 reali wont turn up... when i msg to ask if is not coming, i was given a response of "YES, im not goin!" i had tears wellin up in my eyes... i dunno whether to let it stream down or wipe it away... so i jus let one side flow n wipe off one side... i might ve made a mistake bt shdnt i b told wat i did wrong? bt i reali dunno wat i did wrong... even if we r to get back n b frends now, i noe everythg wont b e same s before... dunno how to face him, dunno how to b e same again... nobody noes e differences... even my bf nv ask mi abt him... neither does my frends... thk is cos all tis while, im close to tis *^5 person...
bt not anymore...
