my dear n i r fine aldy!!! i was sorry abt wat happened... sorry... bt he's nt e kind who will b angry wif mi for a long time! he even went to buy e drink for mi which i wanted to treat him on sun [cos e shop was close]... n of cos, i did gave him a big kiss! like to kiss him now! haha! reali cant imagine how my life would b if he's nt ard... thk will b dull n lonely... after knowin him, i c my true self... openin up my everythg to him... basically, I reali love him alot! he gave mi happiness n everythg i need! everytime someone ask him to go get marry, he will "siam" it... i feel bad cos of this... feel like a burden to him... we cant do it yet now cos im still in sch n my parents definately wont allow mi to it now cos tey may thk it is still early... we must wait... he's willing to do so... even though he's busy wif his work, i oways make it a point to tel myself tt he's doin it for our future... i dun need any condo or a fast running car or have a luxurious life... all i wan is lead a simple life n grow old wif him!