Monday, October 3
sometimes, u dont noe whether if someone's msn nick in msn is for u or for other ppl... some may say dat mayb that person ve been in ur mind that's y u kept thkin of her/him... i thk he ve been in my mind since a long time ago... nt dat i cant forget n let it go bt jus reali confused at wat i did wrong at e first place to cause all this now... everytime i c dat person online, im thkin whether to tok to dat person ont... all of a sudden, i thk i ve 2 of such person... 1 is a best frend of mine other is ... nvm... watever it is, i ve been tryin to get these 2 person off my life bt jus cant seems to be able to... i ve nt been able to slp well since last mon... dun ask y cos i dunno either... i ve to toss n turn ard in bed till abt 3 or4+am every night n jump awake at 9am in e morning... wat is goin on wif my life... i reali need a good nite slp today otherwise i will be sick tml! i aldy ve e major signs on my body dat will lead to a major high fever soon... thk i beta go try to slp soon... tata~~~