Do you ever wondered what are friends for? I used to think that both male and female can be friends but now, I truely madly deeply believe that friendship within opposite sexes are not easy to achieve. For those guys in your class or work place, they are known as your classmates or colleague. The reason for guys to be nice to ladies is cos they are interested in them. Nothing else. Otherwise why guys back off when they know that ladies (including those ugly or pretty ones) are attached already? Friends are defined by the actions you do to each other. Friends are to be made use of. What do you do when u have nothing to do? Call your friends for a chat right? Friends are the ones you made use of to go shopping, to kill time, to go for coffee, to go for movie, to go play together, to go ktv together, etc etc etc... Think about it. I have friends but most of them are Hi-Bye friends. I spend most of my time with my bf so most of my friends would think is cos Im busy with my bf that's y they seldom ask me out. I dont blame them. But there will always be a feeling of emptiness and jealousness in me. Why others have friends to go out with while I dont have much? Used to have friends but once we entered poly, everything changed. At least Im still in contact with Wati but only once in a while as she is busy with work and her own nest. As for other friends, i dont know what to say... I have friends who always say they will call me but it seems that the time will never come. How come they will call their other friends but not me? Mayb they are closer to them even though they appear to be nice with me. Maybe they are just entertaining (ying cho) me when they are with me. Like most people say "Life is never fair". Maybe Im just the unfair person people leave out. Dont start calling me to pity mi after seeing this blog. Maybe no one even reads my blog... Feel like closing it down but this is my only way of saying out my thinking so maybe i should not bother whether if anyone reads ont. Time for class... tata~~~