What should I say today? Ytd night was another sleepless night. Then some long time ago memories came into my mind. I dont know whether to say they are good ones or bad ones. Some of the memories are : - me going to buy cigarette for A when we were still underage, - went to esplanade to blow air with B, - chatting online with B online when we were still ok, - taking long bus trips to town with A, etc... How come some people are able to "kan de kai" (loosely translated in english is let go) so easily? What i cant really figure out till now is how come overnight, Im no longer friends with B. Maybe he got a new gf who controls his gal friends contact or maybe he just dont want to talk to me all of a sudden. Sigh. Till now, Im not able to come to term with all these. Maybe my sleepless nights are due to all these unsolved mysteries but Im blaming no one. I could be the one at fault at the first place. All I can hope for is to have an answer... tata~~~