Monday, December 19
I cannot imagine what I did last night. I cried. Not a short cry but a long and wet one through out the whole night. I dont know what triggered off my cry mode. Maybe I was furious that my bf nv call me the whole day until I call him. I didnt know what he was doing the whole day and Im always worried about him. When he finally call me when he reached home, I try my best to fight back my tears. But after a while, I cannot control it anymore. It was 9.38pm. We hung up at 10.09pm cos he need to do some stuffs and said will call me back. Tears still continue to flow. He called again at 1o.43pm. Tears still flowing but was on maximum mode. We hung up again at 11.20pm. His sister needed him to do some stuffs. He did not call me anymore. He msg me and said he need to go to bed already cos his dad will be "returning" home soon. I cant sleep the whole night. Tears just keep flowing. Now my eyes are so puffy. Look like an alien from an outer space. I guess I just miss him. Time to go... Ta~~~
