I feel like dying... I dint not expect to be hit with such impact. Unable to get to sleep even though I'm damn tired, unable to put much food into my mouth even though I'm hungry... To make things worst, I'm losing blood since Monday. Luckily my ulcer is on the healing process otherwise I will sure fly to China to find Dear just to sayang me... He's not able to come back early as Wednesday flight is full already. No choice... Have to bear till Friday 4.10am before I can get to see dear again.... With dear not around, I have no motivation to do anything. Give me the chance to go shopping also no use cos I just don't have the mood to do. Rushing out my marketing project this week but I can't think of any thing to write. Just threw in any words that came into my sight. I think things are always made this way... When the person is around, we take them for granted. When he is not around suddenly, we will be lost. But it is good in a sense that at least the both of us know that we treasure each other. That's all for today... Tata~~~