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2008-03-17T14:45:00.002+08:00

Hi Ladies and Gentlemen, I will not be updating this blog as frequent cos multiply has a blogging section as well so as to cut down on my daily usage of computer, I will be blogging in my multiply. My multiply website is www.tobychloie.multiply.com
If you have an account, add me okay!!!!
My ROM pictures will be posted up in multiply once I get it [should be within these few days].
Take care!!!
Tata~~~

2007-03-26T13:52:00.000+08:00

What happened to the post I just post? It's gone!!! It's ok.. I will just have to type it all over again. I have been lagging of updates cos I have been lazy to go sign up for a goggle account. Why blogger must force me to sign up a google account before I can update? Anyway, I have done it and I will continue to update [though I have been thking to close down this blog but no one have taught me how to do so]... I'll be back with updates.. This post is to let u guys know that Im still alive!

2007-02-08T13:46:00.000+08:00

Sorry to abandon this blog for so long. I have been busy for the past weeks. Was rushing to complete 2 projects during the last two weeks of January. Finally got it done and submitted on last Thursday. Actually nothing exciting happened for the past weeks. Only that I went to highlit my hair red. Haha! Settled for it cos to perm it will dry it out and I will have to apply lots of funny things to it to make it bouncy. So dropped that idea. After doing this highlit, I start to notice more people with red highlits or red hair. Damn disgusted cos most of them are AUNTIES!!! I look like one of them!!! But what can I do now... Make good use of it and look like an ah lian lor... Went shopping for new year clothes last Sunday. I went to Vivo with my mum. Guess what. I cant find any clothes I like. Don't know what is wrong with me nowadays. Don't have the mood for shopping anymore. Dear used to nag that I like to buy things but now got so much things to buy but don't know what to buy. We reached there at about 3pm. Walk till about 5pm, I was still empty handed. Even my mum cant stand me. Finally went into one of the shop and just try on whatever caught my eyes. In the end I bought 2 tops and a bottom. From there on, I got abit warm up. Start to open my eyes to look out for clothes but still nothing is nice lei. Is it due to me getting old or is it caused by the lagging behind of the society? I concluded that I'm stress. Exam is after new year. Sucks big time right? Last year when I was still in poly, the same thing also happened. One thing is that I have not started studying till now, second thing is that I hate exams cos I always get mental block once I sit down in the exam room. I hope it will not happen this time round but I know it is hard. Ok... Update more later this week... Got to go back to my work... Tata~~~

2007-01-19T14:17:00.000+08:00

Hi guys... Back again... Feel sleepy but can't take a nap... I was playing with my hair just now. Think I have to go for a change next week or the week after next. I had always wanted to perm big curls for my hair but don't know why my hair take forever to grow long. Now is a just nice length to perm it but have to go for treatment and use lots of products to make the curl bouncy kinda turn me off. I may be vain but a lazy vain woman! I don't like the process of putting so much stuff on my hair and at the end of the day, I will feel irritated and frustrated cos my hair is oily or dry. But I want those curls! Don't ask me to buy ironing curler cos I "burnt" one of my ears once when I borrowed from Shirdeen. Even looking at magazine on how to curl the hair, my hair just can't get those results lei... Very fed up! It might be due to my hair texture. I have very thick and wavy hair on my right while the left is thin and fizzy. Not only am I difficult, my hair is also difficult. Maybe I should just do a highlit. I want to have red highlits!!! Saw in a magazine yesterday that there is something called as straight perm. Cool right! It will not turn out to be as flat and straight as rebond kind. It will look like we were born with the straight hair. See! Now so vexed as to what to do. Big curl? Red highlit? Straight perm? I'm a lazy vainpot! Lazy till I no longer apply my O'lay before I sleep. O'lay cream is damn good! Don't need to spend hundreds of dollars on other product. I have proven it already. Whenever I have a pimple, I will apply O'lay to my face and the next day that pimple will subside already and apply for another 3 to 4 days, you will look like you never had a pimple at all. When I first started to use it, I thought it would turn out like other products which its effect wont last for long. But now I'm using my 3rd bottle already and the effect is still effective! It works fine on my but I don't guarantee it will be the same for you but I do know of many people using it and complementing it. I don't even have to put on any makeup and I still look pretty!!!(Please dont puke!) Now I only leave home with abit of mascara and lip balm. Fuss free right! But I need help with getting rid of my dark rings. Anyone have any product to get rid of it? Haha!!!! Got to go back to work! Tata~~~

2007-01-17T12:21:00.000+08:00

This post is going to be funny. I have something to share with you guys. Everytime I take my shower, I'm particularly very cautious when I'm shampooing my hair. It is a natural instinct that we have to close our eyes when we shampoo our hair right? It is so that the foam won't get into our eyes to make it painful right? BUT! There is something in me that makes me keep trying to open my eyes to look at the surrounding. I fear that when I open my eyes after shampooing my hair, I will be in somewhere else. I fear that I will be telepotted to an open area in the public and shampooing there naked! Like a model bathing in the public to advertise on the shampoo or bath form. U might be thinking "Ms Peck, what a good imagination you have!" but I can't help it either. I did a quick check just now but there is no name for the phobia I'm having. So I can only break it up into parts. I might have a phobia of bathing which is "Ablutophobia". Or I might have a phobia of being naked or nudity which is "Gymnophobia or Nudophobia". Or maybe I just have a phobia in everything which is "Panophobia". If you are wondering what my blog address [soceraphobia.blogspot.com] means, it is a phobia of parents-in-law. I'm scared of them as well. It is not that they are bad or what but maybe cos I fear that I have to start living with them one day. Because I don't grow up with them so I don't know what is their living habits and they don't know mine as well. Im afraid of conflicts lah... I'm a very difficult person to deal with. [I know many of you knows that. Haha!] Anyhow, you can check your phobia names in http://www.phobialist.com.

I have alot of things to type today cos I did not went out for lunch. I had my favourite cup noodles with me! Type a few words and eat a few strand of noodles at the same time. Women are best in multi-tasking. Oh %@$#! I spilled some of the soup on my table. *heehee* Got to clean it up otherwise my documents will get wet! Tata~~~

2007-01-12T14:39:00.000+08:00

My dear is back!!!!!! He touched down at about 7.20am. Supposed to be 4.10am but his flight got delayed cos of 1 stupid passenger who cant clear the customs in the China side. Got delayed by almost 3 hours! I recieved dear's msg at about 1.15am that his flight have not flew yet. I was thinking "what the heck. Is it caused by the rain in S'pore or plane got problem." I got very worried. At about 3.10am, he msg again to say that his flight is flying soon. So i calculated that he will touched down at about 7+am so I went back to nap till 6.10am. My brother took his own sweet time to get dressed in the toilet! I waited for almost 30mins for him to be done. After I got changed, I drove him to school cos it was raining. The weather was bad in the morning. Traffic was slow till Rochor Road. Speed all the way cos dear was clearing customs when I called him at about 7.15am. Reached airport and saw them and they load their stuffs and we quickly zoomed off. Traffic jam all the way till Jurong Town Hall Road. No choice have to bear with it. We tried taking the minor road instead of the expressway and it is also packed as well. But it is all okay now... Just lack of sleep and feeling very sleepy now... Back to work... Tata~~~

2007-01-11T16:35:00.000+08:00

Another 12 hours time, I will be able to see my dear!!!!!!! Cant explain how the feeling is like but quite happy. But a little part of me have gotten used to his absence. Told Cherie about this and she say I'm heartless. Haha! I'll be picking dear and two others later. Their flight will land at 4.10am. Can't wait to go!!! But now I have to get back to my work... Tata~~~

2007-01-10T15:50:00.000+08:00

1 and a half more day to go...

It is always after 3pm that I find it hard to get pass... From 3pm all the way till night time... I'm very tired but just cant fall sleep. Even positioning myself to the most comfortable position seems useless. Sigh... Today is Wednesday only... Office have been recieving alot of calls. Alot of job to be done, so little time... It used to be dear's job to be worrying about all these but now it is my turn. I don't even know where to get some of the things needed. No choice. Have to bear with it for one more afternoon. Back to work... Tata~~~

*Still missing you...*

2007-01-09T15:31:00.000+08:00

2 and a half more days to go...

I feel like dying... I dint not expect to be hit with such impact. Unable to get to sleep even though I'm damn tired, unable to put much food into my mouth even though I'm hungry... To make things worst, I'm losing blood since Monday. Luckily my ulcer is on the healing process otherwise I will sure fly to China to find Dear just to sayang me... He's not able to come back early as Wednesday flight is full already. No choice... Have to bear till Friday 4.10am before I can get to see dear again.... With dear not around, I have no motivation to do anything. Give me the chance to go shopping also no use cos I just don't have the mood to do. Rushing out my marketing project this week but I can't think of any thing to write. Just threw in any words that came into my sight. I think things are always made this way... When the person is around, we take them for granted. When he is not around suddenly, we will be lost. But it is good in a sense that at least the both of us know that we treasure each other. That's all for today... Tata~~~

*Missing you*

2007-01-07T16:40:00.000+08:00

Sorry for the delay of update again.. Been busy with work after the holidays. And a bad thing happened yesterday. Dear went to China! He went with 2 other friends of hos. To be honest, I cried. Yesterday night was the most difficult night for me. Cried till my eyes were swollen this morning. I was worried about him. I know that the technology is much better than what we have here but still there are con-men/women everywhere! I worried about the food they eat there. Worried that he will catch a cold cos it is cold there now. So silly of me right? He is old enough to take care of himself! I must stop worrying about him. Oh ya! He is there to look at the products to bring back to see whether there is any market for him to expand on. He flew off yesterday evening and will only be back on early morning of Friday [4am]. Almost a week there hor? It will be a hard time for me next week.. No one to fetch me to work [have to drive alone to office], no one to nag at, no one to fetch me to & fro class, no one to accompany me for food, blah blah blah... Needless to say, I will definately go fetch him on Friday! The time won't be a problem for me cos I just want to see my dear boy.. Miss him very badly.. I got to get back to my projects aldy.. Tata~~~

2006-12-26T12:46:00.000+08:00

Hi guys.. Sorry for the delay of updates.. Been very busy for the past weeks.. Come to think of it, I cannot remember what I was busy with. Basically just busy lor.. This might be the last post for the year 2006. I am kinda lost of what to type today.. Hai.. I am hungry.. Lunch time but it is raining cats and dogs out there so have to bear with the hunger.. I will try to come back for 1 more entry before the year end k.. tata~~~

2006-12-06T13:25:00.000+08:00

Have been busy the past week. So now Im going to finish up on my trip. This part is the departing day. Check out time was 12pm. We slept in till about 1030am. Went for our buffet breakfast and went back to the room to bath n watch tv till 12pm then we stroll to the lobby to return the card key. Our bus departs at 2pm so we have to wait lor... As we cant go anywhere with our big and heavy luggage, we went for a drink at starbucks!

Caramel Hot Chocolate for dear & Cafe Latte for myself.

Dear dont want to go home cos he like the cool temperature up there.

At about 1.45pm, we stroll down to the bus terminal. Cant see our bus cos there were many other buses there. Then a man shouted out our bus number and said it was at the other side. We walked out and saw our bus. Wow! Didnt know we were taking the double-decked bus home cos when we went there, we only upgrade the bus by one grade but now is upgraded by two grades!

Needless to say, my dear boy went from sad face to happy face!

I was happy as well!

So this is the end of my trip. Though you guys were not there with me physically, I know you have been there virtually through my blog!

2006-11-26T01:23:00.001+08:00

Continuing of my trip, I went to the theme park the next day. Actually I went to the theme park the first time round but since we are there already so might as well play it again.

First ride of the day.

This is the main reason why I want to go back.

I don't dare to ride it so dear had to do it alone.

Dear did this shot on purpose.

I gave this face on purpose.

Dear took this picture upside down.

While going up the second slope of the water ride.

I did not cross this bridge so does it mean I got no lover?

So all these are the pictures of the theme parks. I will update on the my departure day soon.... Tata~~~

2006-11-19T21:35:00.001+08:00

So back to the update of my trip (I like to update things in parts so as to keep your attention here. Haha!) So after our hot maggie mee and coffee, we went to the casino. Actually I dont really like to go there cos the smoker's smoke give me headach. How come people can smoke freely in there? Anyway, when I went in, I know something is not the same as the previous time I went in. After going up to the second level, ah ha! I know what is it! They dont use coins for the jackpots anymore! How can dont use coins? The "ka ching ka ching" sound of the coins makes me very high know! Now they use card which is valid for five days only. How it works is that the jackpot will accept cash of 10, 50 or 100 then ask for a card from the staffs walking around. Put in the card into the card slot and enter the password and the cash will automatically transfer into the card. Imagine you have no small change so no choice have to put in $100 then the card got lost or stolen. If you havent played much, the balance is still alot lor! And there goes your $100 card. Haha!!! We went out after a while cos I find it not fun anymore. It was about 7+am, close to 8am. So we decided to go to the lobby to wait for our check in time at 9am. But sit till about 8.20am, I cant stand it liao. I need to go for a walk. We then walk towards the direction of the bus terminal we alighted at. Then we saw a small side door. Looks interesting so we went to take a look. Climbed a few slippery steps and a left turn, TA DA! The is a wodden rest chair for 2 person. So dear sat down and I lay on his lap. The cloud was moving towards us. Feel the coolness and the chill just goes right into my bones. Haha! We went back to the lobby at about 8.45am. Our number was called out about 1min after 9am. Happily went up to our room and as usual, the room is not made yet. So I sat outside our room and dear went to remind the housekeeping lady to come clean up. After she cleaned up, we hit the showers and slept till 5.30pm cos that is the time we are very hungry after about 5-6 hours of sleep. We went to try their pizza hut. The food is not very nice lah... haha...

After our dinner, we went to walk around the shopping mall. Nothing much have change. The goods up there is expensive know. Dont really dare to keep lookng at the stuffs cos I'm scared that I might spend my precious money on buying them. When we went for our dinner, I was having running nose already. After dinner, I didnt feel quite right. My nose just keeps running. Went to watsons when on the way back to our room. It seems like all the panadol cold have been snapped up. Too bad. I went back to my room and took the panadol extra. I was down with a slight fever and running nose! Cool right! haha! Lay down and rest for a while. Was feeling much better at 12am. I guess I might have catch the cold when we were sitting outside in the morning with the clouds moving towards us. We decided not to go out already cos we were planning to go K.L the next day. So we turned in early and woke up early the next day. We took a cab (75RMB) to KLCC. To go downhill and reach KLCC takes about 1 hour and 15 mins. We walked around the shopping mall for a while and we went to took their LRT to a few stations away to go to Chinatown. The train platform was long but the train is short lor! Damn funny. I thought the train should be the same length as the platform. Upon reaching Chinatown, we dont know where to start with. So we decided to walk on the left side and return on the right so this way, we wont miss out on anything. The stalls there basically sells the same kind of stuffs. Fake goods. But it is still expensive lor. Might as well buy the real stuffs. Never the less, we bought alot of things.

Dont be mistaken by the numbers of bag. We have more bags in each bag!

Shopping was never a problem for me. But that day I really gave up.

KLCC is tall.

Back to our room, we lay out our stuffs...

Looks like drug traffickers hor...

After going back to the hotel, we bath, ate dinner and slack again... We went to the casino and press the buttons of the jackpot machine till about 2am. We decided to call it a day cos we are going to the theme park the next day. That is the end of my 2nd day.... I'll update more on the rest tomorrow if I can. It is 11.34pm now... Man! Why did I take so long to blog these little thing only? Tata~~~

2006-11-17T13:26:00.000+08:00

As promised, Im here to update on my long past hoilday trip to Genting. We boarded the bus at Boon Lay at about 9pm (it is supposed to leave at 9.30pm but dont know why it went off earlier). Reach Genting at about 3am. The counter to take queue number only open at 4am. Being a second timer up there, we know must "chop" the queue earlier otherwise will have to wait very long. So we just place our bags in the queue and sit nearby to look after the bags and the queue. It was cold know. About 15 degree C. So I went to starbucks to buy Dear a Caramel Hot Chocolate and a Cafe Latte for myself. Oh ya, forgot to tell you that we stayed in First World Hotel.

Silly guy trying to keep his ears warm by putting the cup next to his ears! Haha!

We got our number after 4am. We got No. 2! Left our bags at the bell counter and went for a "walk in the clouds"!

Outside Genting Hotel (if I'm not wrong), Dear purposely want to take apic of me in the clouds that is why the pic is covered by white stuffs.

We went to our favourite hide out for a bowl of hot maggie mee and a cup of coffee! It is run by a couple of Thai guys but they are there for a long time aldy. It is at the basement of the hotel with casino. Dont ask me which casino cos I also dont know what is the name! Haha! Got to go now... Update more k...

2006-11-16T12:23:00.000+08:00

Did I say that I lost my voice cos of the sore throat? Now it is getting worst.. Can't talk! But I kinda like this kind of low and rough voice lei. Tue was alot better. Then Wed bad again. My throat kept having this sudden itch all the time. How I wish I can shove a brush down my throat to scratch it! And I started coughing, running nose and my nose are blocked! How come suddenly like that? Very terrible feeling know!

Went to motorshow yesterday after work. Traffic like shit! There are always jam before, during and after working hours. Some driver cant drive lor! The right turn traffic light can turn at least 4 to 5 cars but some kuku bird take their time to gear in and take a slow turn to the right! Like this end up only 2 to 3 cars can turn. If I'm not having my voice lost, I sure wind down my window and scold them. Waste alot of time know! Don't blame me for being impatient but Singapore is a very rush city. It is all about rush and money. Dont care much like.. When I got the money, I will sure migrate. Not to an even worst rush country lor.. Considering those still developing countries like Indonesia, Vietnam, Thailand[my first choice], India, etc... Haha!!! To think of it is very shiok know! Time for my medicine liao... Tata~~~

2006-11-14T14:22:00.000+08:00

I went wakeboarding on Sunday with 2 cousins and dear. When I woke up on Sunday morning, my throat was very dry and painful. I thought it was caused by sleeping with my mouth open. But after brushing my teeth and washing of my face, I felt an intense pain on my whole throat. Die! Sore throat. But I was thinking "Heck care la. Later go wakeboard then sweat off can liao." It was a good sunny afternoon. Got the tan and the sunburnt! Haha! Then the "pattern" started to come during the night. I thought I was hot cos of the tan so did not bother much. Monday morning was a torture. I have not wakeboard for quite a long time already so the aches and pains was present on Monday morning when I woke up. Damn pain! I was still abit ok during the morning. But after I came back from lunch, I can't stand it already. Bones aching, feel very cold, headach, throat extremely painfully and abnormal warmth in my mouth. Call dear and told him I can't take it anymore. I need to go see my doctor. Dear came back to fetch me to my doctor. When in, he took my temperature. 38degrees. How come I always get such high temperatures? I think is caused by the air-con in the waiting area. It was freezing cold till my goosebumps came out. But abit no logic right. Whatever. After the doctor trip, I went home. Try to nap but can't. Drift in and out of consciousness. Dear came to my place after work. Had dinner and went home. I went to bed, woke up at 12am for medicine and back to sleep again. Came to work at 10.30am today. Feeling better already. I'm going my first lesson of DSM at 7pm today. Back to the days with the BOOKS!!! I hope I can cope with it for the next 18 months. Wish me luck! Got to go now... Tata~~~

2006-11-03T10:28:00.000+08:00

Hi people... I have been very busy since I return from my trip last saturday. The trip was great. But first and foremost, I want to apologise to Ms Chik Yee. I did not forget her birthday on purpose. I am sorry! I promise you that I will really make it up to it. I have already decided where to buy a gift for her! But I need to know if she prefer bracelet or necklace. Let me know k! Cos that time when we were online she never answer me and I need to go urgently so cant talk anymore.

Later going to ROM with dear to attend one of his long time pal's solemnization. Don't think too much! We are not the one getting marry today. If I were to go ROM, you guys will know about it. I will update on my trip and about a surprise after I have upload my pictures. Going off now... Tata~~~

2006-10-23T11:50:00.000+08:00

Time for my weekly updates again... Actually I don't remember much.. Last mon send my dad to airport cos he need to fly off to somewhere else again. Tue & Wed were busy days. Thu went for a meeting with Elyo (SEA) regarding work stuffs.. It ended at about 6+pm. After that went to fetch my mum & bro and we went for dinner with my company staffs at Farmart. Saw about 4 cats at there. Actually it is more of 1 adult cat and about 3 smaller cats. Cute! 1 of the cats is of ginger colour and it look like Pussy from Shreks! Its eyes are round and big. But she got a long long tail. Im scared of long tails cos my cat doesn't have it. Not used to have some thing that will coil around my legs and hands. Fri was another busy day at work. Went out with dear, boss and 1 of out friend for drink. We went to dear's friend KTV Pub. Felt old there cos the rest of the customers are "kin na sai". They look like they are below 20 years old lor. Only about 3-4 other customers look old to us. The rest are young kids. I drank till abit tipsy but at least I still know where I stay. Haha! Then sat was a holiday. Woke up damn early cos my internal clock is fixed already. Went for breakfast with my mum then went home and change my bedsheet. Got it wash in the washing machine of cos and hand wash my office wear. Then went out for lunch with dear and went to his place to watch VCD. We watched Eight Below. Damn touching man. Must watch again when I'm free. Then went home and went to grandma house. Sun went out with my mum to my cousin's son first month birthday. Cute little baby. He look like his elder brother. Then sent my mum home after that. Dear and I went out for a while and run some errands. Bought printer's ink, my lap top's speed ball and had japanses for dinner. Then went home and that is the end of last week's activity.

Tomorrow I'm taking the night bus to Genting!!! 4 days 3 nights. Will be back on sat night. Dear and I plan to go K.L this time round. Going to visit the night market and buy cheap skate things back. I'm thinking to buy 1 or 2 more pairs of Levi jeans from Genting but I have to go see whether is it worth it to buy back due to the exchange rate. Not all things from Malaysia is cheaper know. They know where Singaporeans like to go and mark up the price to earn our money. Some places have prices that will be much more than what it is worth here. So must be careful. And don't bring too much cash there cos K.L alot of robbery cases. Must separate all the money! I thinking to put my money in my bra! But must be evenly lah otherwise one big one small! haha!!!! So stay tune to my next update k!!! Tata~~~

2006-10-13T12:43:00.000+08:00

Hello! I'm back again! The haze last week was bad right. Though I wasn't affected much, I just cant stand the smell. Dear wasn't as lucky as me. He was badly affected by it. He has running nose and irritated throat.

Nothing happened much this week as I was mostly busy at work. Oh ya! I almost "die" on Monday if I did not remember wrongly. I was alone in the office doing some writing in front of my computer. Suddenly the power supply was cut off and my monitor just blanked out. I was wondering to myself "I paid SP Service the utilities bill for this month already but why cut off my power supply?". Then the power came back after I have wondered. Suddenly, "BONG!!!!!!" It sound like thunder. I turned and looked out of my window but see no rain drops falling from the sky. Then I wondered again. If thunder was the one which caused the power supply to cut off then the thunder should sound before the power supply cut off right. I start to panic. I remembered that there is a PUB station just next to my office building. I stood and and went to look out of the window. Indeed, there was thick white smoke coming out of the PUB station and people doing construction work in there ran out and some drove out. I told myself "If it explode again with big big fire, I'm going to die...". I stood there for some time to look at the white smoke. It got thicker but after a while it slowly thin down. Fire engines came but overshoot the place cos the smoke was almost gone therefore they had to u-turn to come back. Police cars came as well. If I were them, I wont want to go in. Also don't know if it is going to blow up again or not. I go in in 1 piece but come flying out in small pieces like mince meat! Haha! But luckily it did not blow up again. There should be a standby unit in there cos otherwise the power wont resume back already. I think the "explosion" was the sound of spark therefore there was no fire. The sound was so loud maybe cos it was an enclosed area and it is of a huge generator. Luckily no one was hurt. Everything was clear after about an hour.

I received my acceptance letter to MIS 2 nights ago. I'm accepted! Don't know to be happy or sad cos I'm going to start my class in Nov. Books and exams are coming back after 7 months of freedom. But I'm learning new things this time round. Nothing to do with the aviation industry.

Might be meeting Shirdeen next week. She's saying her vows in Dec but till now she have not go pick out her dress. Must keep nagging at her. She always say she's not free. But true la cos she's an engineer in the making know! Next time I'm only going to book for plane she signed off for SIA. If anything happens, she will be guilty cos she lost me, her most beloved! Haha!!!

Lunch time! Going to buy my lunch now... Update soon k! Tata~~~

2006-10-06T16:43:00.000+08:00

Hi guys! I changed my blogskin! Actually Chik has agreed to help me with it but I did not want to trouble her so I did it on my own. I did learn abit about programming when I was in Poly so I was able to read the commands when i download it. Did some editing and, TADA!!!, here we have a new blogskin! Need to read up more on computer stuffs cos recently I just realised that I quite abit of a PC IDIOT. Haha! I even have problem getting used to my new laptop last week. I wonder whether is age the factor or my knowledge. Should be both I think.

Anyway, what have i been doing for the past few months? Actually nothing productive. I'm still working at Toby's company as "General Manager" (self proclaimed this position cos i basically do everything in the office and i even had to wash toilet!). Dont ask me why I did not sign the engineer job contract with SIAEC like the rest who had joined. I don't have a particular reason but just don't want to do so. Maybe I'm afraid I might ruin the prestigious company. Back to the main topic, I started to go for wakeboard. My cousin, Jean, introduced Toby and I to it. Did you know that wakeboarding has a board which does not have the "shoes" on? I LOVE that board! I know I will sound like I'm making excuses but I cant stand properly on the board with the "shoes". I can stand on the board without the "shoes" for a much longer period of time than the one with the "shoes" before hitting the water. However, it is an expensive and extreme sport. The charges is about $100 per hour. After wakeboarding for the first time, my body ached for almost a week and I discover muscles which i never knew it exist before. Even when I laugh, muscles will start to ach! Imagine how painful the first week was. But gradually, the aches lessen. Hope We can go for a session next week or the week after next. Cant wait to hit the waters!

I need to go now so stay tune for more updates... I promise!!!

I'm back!

2006-09-12T13:04:00.000+08:00

Hey guy, sorry for the no updates. I dont think anyone is reading my blog anyway cos I have not update for so long aldy! Im coming back to my blog world soon. Give me some time to gather what happened for the past few months and I will summarise it to you. But I just need to know if anyone is reading ont other type for who to see? If no one sees then, I'll see it myself lor! Haha! Gtg.. Tata~~~

2006-06-12T21:35:00.000+08:00

Sniff, sniff, sniff... I'm having a flu. Had it since Saturday. It was still ok that day until yesterday. I almost couldn't walk. Had sore throat and a slight fever as well. Let's not talk about me getting sick. It will make me feel even worst.

I went wakeboarding last sunday! It was my first trt at it! It is so cool! My cousin, Jean, was the one who brought us there. Dear went with us as well. She had few other friends who went along with us as well. The sea water was really very very salty!!!!! It is the saltiness which made my nose and throat so uncomfortable and painful. A mishap happened the moment I step into the boat. I think I did not placed a proper footing when I stepped into the boat, therefore, i kinda "broke" my fourth left toe. It was very painful the whole time. It started to bruise in an awful colour during the later part of the day. The painful toe made me had a hard time trying to concentrate on standing up on the board. Did fail a few time but I eventually did stood up for a few seconds! It was the happiest time of my life!!! I will go back soon but I will have to recover from my flu first. Anyone wants to join in?

Got to go now... Tata~~~

2006-05-22T23:02:00.000+08:00

Went with Wati to KKH for her check up last week. Saw alot of ''penguins'' there. Okay, I mean pregnant ladies. Dear was the one who started naming pregnant ladies as penguins cos of they way they walk with the baby in them. But it is very tiring to carry a baby around every where they go know! Anywhere, Wati had to do an ultrasound and see a doctor that day. Thought I cant go in with her for the ultrasound so I sat at the waiting area. Barely in my seat for 10 seconds, Wati came out to say I can go in. So excited! It has been ages since I last saw an ultrasound procedure. The last time was about 15 years ago and I was about 5 years old. It was an ultrasound done on my mum to check on my brother. The doctor-in-charge then told Wati that the machine she was using is a new one which just came in during lunch time. The ultrasound is fantastic! Though the baby was facing the otherside, the machine or should I say the 'scanner', could be programmed to scan as if the baby is facing the 'scanner'! It could show alot of things. The baby's heart beating, heart size, limbs, size of the limbs, brains, etc... And we got to know the sex of the baby that day. It is a BOY! The doc said,'This are the legs (while moving her mouse cursor to show the two legs) and if you something in between protruding out, it is a boy. And it's a boy.' She was saying everything so camly that I didnt realised that she said it was a boy! Felt happy for Wati cos she was hoping for a boy this time round. The doctor said that the baby is growing well. Was happy to hear that.

Long ago I have wanted to settle down and have a family of my own. But there are always things that will hold us back. It is not just having found the right man but there are alot of other factors around us to hold us back. Every parents want to give their child the best, me too, SO, that is why I cant just go make a baby as and when I like when! I dont even have enough money to buy 6 years of milk powder. Maybe after I get my degree then I will start with the planning for a baby. And it is PLANNING not MAKING! Haha! Tata ~~~

2006-05-06T12:36:00.000+08:00

I have not updated for a long long time!!! Chains of event happened around me and it made me realised that this world, there is no one you can trust. My mum, bf, relatives have been asking me where I want to celebrate my 21st birthday so that they can make the reservations in case by then there are no available slots. If I'm still schooling now, I know who to invite. But ever since I have finish schooling, all my classmates have M.I.A! I have lost contact with all of my friends from secondary school friends so if out of the blue I invite them to my birthday celebration, they will sure think that I'm out to recieve their presents only. I'm not out for any presents lor cos I already have what I need. I just want to see them after such a long time. But for sure there will be people who will say 'So Far', 'See First', 'Don't Know lei', 'If ____ got go then I go lor', etc... They just have alot of excuses to give. So maybe I'm not going to celebrate it cos I don't like to do planning and in the end got disappointed cos of missing people, broken promises, lots of unfinished food, blah blah blah...

Anyway, update abit of myself. I gave up the application of Senior Tech with Airforce (cos they have countless of 'IF' to my future), SIA offered me a job but the bond is 8 years so I'm still thinking through as I do not know what will happen to me in the next 8 years. Most probably I'll continue to study for a degree.

Let's look at some photos:-

Shirdeen & I while waiting for our turn to be interviewed for SIA job.

My cousin & I at my place when he came over for dinner. Isn't he cute?

Dear & I on the way to see new cars.

Finally the usual me, 'vaining' around! Haha!!!

2006-03-29T22:39:00.000+08:00

I know I have not been updating for a long time, but, everyday I reach home feeling very tired and will just rest my legs up... Dont know why work can make a person end up feeling so tired.. Even now, I'm having a terrible headach but cant get mysef into bed cos cant sleep whenever I had a headach... So basically I'm busy with work (as I'm working at my bf's office now)... I promise I will really update about my recent stuffs soon but provided someone reads it otherwise no point right? Got to go... Nitey~~~

2006-03-05T14:02:00.000+08:00

It has been more than a week since i last update. But it is not considered as long as compared to other things. Seriously, time really pass very fast. Just like how people always say that it passed just at the blink of the eyelids. It is as if that I got our O level results last year. And as if that I just started poly last month. But to reality, I got my O level result in 2004, started poly in July 2004, got to know toby in 2004 as well, got my driving licence last year, last paper for last sem of year 3 was in march 2006 and everything have ended. It is really freaking!!! Now I'm kind of at lost. Dont know where to start and what to start at. My male classmates are going to NS and left with me, angelia and shirdeen to go get a job in an aerospace company. Everyone in the first batch of DASE is going to lost contact! I hate this kind of thing to happen. It has happened once when I left secondary school. It is like when u put in the effort to keep in touch with them either no one replies to your messages or it is just very brief replies...

Anyway, i went to my first interview for the application with airforce on 27 feb and I recieved a call on friday from a lady from cmpb saying that I have to go for a medical checkup and NAPFA test! WHAT THE HELL!!! I have not run for ages and how am i supposed to run for my 2.4km? S#*t! Nevermind... I'll start training from tomorrow... Going out now. Tata~~~

2006-02-22T11:21:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was the first paper. Half gone... There were questions which came out, which I did studied, but I got the answers mixed up. Or there were questions that came out but I didnt know how to do cos I didnt studied them. It always happen this way!!! I really hate exams cos it will always give me major headachs and sleepless nights and scary nightmares.

Paper two is tomorrow. Better go study it now otherwise tomorrow I will blank out again. Tata~~~

2006-02-17T22:31:00.000+08:00

Do you ever wished that time will stop moving when you are spending the most fantastic time with your other half? To eat, sleep, shit, shop and everything else together... But such things are never possible. Dont know isit cos of the Valentine's mood or just plainly pure feelings, I kept thinking of Toby. I cant keep attention on anything else for more than five minutes. To think of a person is not a crime but it can get really sickening when I am trying to pay attention on my books or when lecturers are teaching. Maybe it is also due to us having a major quarrel recently, that's why we are like superglue nowadays. Maybe all these affections will slowly fade away when the Valentine's Day mood end this week and when my exam starts next week. By next week, it will be stress week. Luckily I have stocked up on painkillers otherwise stress is going to get me next. Got to go now... tata~~~

2006-02-14T10:35:00.000+08:00

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY

to all of you out there!!!

2006-02-09T22:19:00.000+08:00

This have been fine for this week. Just slightly stresseed out but for the next three weeks would be even worst. And I really mean very stress!

This week: Dateline for EMI report is tomorrow.

Two lab tests for tomorrow(10/2/06).

Next week: Date line for OM report on Mon

Valentine's Day on Tue(Dont know how to celebrate).

FYP report and Log book and Two major class test on Wed (15/2/06).

[This is why my V day got spoilt!]

Interview for CSW on Thur.

Next next week and next next next week: EXAM!!!!

Where got time to study for my exam?

Got to go now... tata~~~

2006-02-04T16:12:00.000+08:00

I miss the way you kiss me...
Thinking of it will send a tingling sensation down my spine...
I long to kiss you now...

2006-02-03T21:26:00.000+08:00

I need a break. A break from everything. There is too much stuffs in my brains. But I cant possibly just leave like that. I had so many damn reports on hand now and exam is less than 3 weeks away. Things havent been really well between me and my bf. Since late December, we can quarrel over the most trivial matters. The quarrel takes place almost every other day. This is affecting our relationship. Maybe our tempers are getting worst. He used to be tolerant of almost everything while I dont used to drop tears easily. Now I speak with caution so as not to anger him. We are not what we used to be anymore. Maybe we did not spent much time with each other because of his work and my school. After my exam, I think I really need a good holiday. Anyone wants to join me? As for now, I can only continue to breath in and out. Got to go now... tata~~~

2006-02-01T10:37:00.000+08:00

Happy New Year! I know I have not been updating for a long time. Im busy you see. Projects start to spill in all at the same time! Dateline for all projects is next week and we have not started!!! Haha! Will start doing it later. Just had 3 days of public holidays. Feeling kind of lazy today. Class starts at 12pm today. For the 3 days, my family and I have been visiting and relatives have been visiting us too. It is very tiring lei. But the Ang Bos collected have been good! Haha! I dont know what else to type in here already. My brains are empty from the eating and drinking! Got to go now... Tata~~~

2006-01-19T10:32:00.000+08:00

No class for this week cos of Innovex. But I dont like to stay home cos nothg to do as well. I cant sleep for long. I see no point to sleep all the way till the afternoon. I rather wake up and watch tv programe. And that is what I always do. Caused some misunderstanding with someone. I admit I have a bad habit of speaking out my mind without hesitating but if I really want to say you, I wont dare to deny it. I was really kidding throughout the whole time with that person but he thinks Im serious. Dint know he is so sensitive. As for Ms Pua, I thk she is really missing. Despite me writting in my previous post, I still dint hear from her. But nevermind...
CNY is just next week and I hate it. I have never like CNY since the year my family does not have maid anymoree, which is like 4 years ago. Why? Cos I have to help clean the house and all that dirt that get around me and cause me to have pimples breakout and it made me look ugly for CNY! And having to go look for clothes which are not dark in colour so the elders relatives would be happy. Why so supersitious? I always end up buying clothes for CNY and only wore it once cos it is so not me to wear those clothes on normal days. Waste my money and time. So this year, Im not going to bother much. I just bought a tanktop yesterday at Bugis. That is all Im going to buy. Since most of us only meet once a year, who is going to know if Im wearing new or old clothes (expect those reading this lah!). Haha! Oh ya, I went to Ikea last saturday and bought a new curtain. I put it up, cut it, iron it all by myself! Very nice cos it is black in colour!!! Wahahahahahahaha! I also got a black waste basket. Now Im waiting for our new flat to be ready so I can move all my present furniture there and have new paint, furniture for my room here! Still thinking of what paint to have for my room here. Since I have black curtain, black waste basket, red table, probably black furnitures then maybe i should have white paint or pale grey or pale red for the paint! Cannot wait for it. By the time all this can be done should be in March and I should be already off from school and I can hav all the time to do up my room! Yuppie! Got to go now... Tata~~~

2006-01-13T19:30:00.000+08:00

Really dint have the time to update nowadays... Actually it is just an excuse... Im just plain lazy... As all of you should know, it has been raining for the past weeks... Dont know if it will rain till Chinese New Year... I really enjoy this cool weather! Dont have to sweat at the slightest movement. Ya I know... Only animal sweat while human perspires but I like to use the word SWEAT! Haha... Chinese New Year is nearing but I have not bought any new clothes yet. Dont really like to celebrate it... Dont ask why... You will understand as you get older (as if Im very old)... Chik, when want to bring me go shopping? Ah Wang say want me to accompany him to go buy clothes but he MIA liao... Got to go now... Tata~~~

2006-01-04T21:34:00.000+08:00

First post of the new year. Dont have much to say lei... Having MST this week. Really sucks big time to be having tests when we are still in the midst of the festive mood right! Let's not talk about this. Let me tell u how i start off my new year. Once the clock hit 12.00, I was driving and stucked in the long jam on ECP!!! Damn! I drove dear there, intending to go watch the fireworks pop up at midnight but even before I reach the spot I have been aiming, the jam have started. Nabei! My left leg started shivering after stepping on the clutch for too long. Now I really know how it feels to be stucked in a manual car during a jam! After the fireworks have stop, it took some time for the jam to clear. We went around till about 5am den went back to his place to sleep. Boring start right... Haha! It's fine with me as long as I got to spent it with dear!
Saw Ah Wang today at Westmall's BK. He was with Doreen and WenJie. Have not seen them for a long time already. Actually intended to go pay my bill then will go off already but since we have started talking so I dint went to pay it. Haha... Feel good to talk with them again... Hope we will have more chance... Got to go back to my books now. Tata~~~

2005-12-28T18:11:00.000+08:00

Yes I know I have not been updating for sometime. Dont know what to update la... Let's talk about my boring Christmas...

Christmas eve was on a Saturday. Went to Citylink for dinner with dear. We went to Thai Express! My favourite is Thai's Green Curry!!! Ordered a Green Curry Bee Hoon Laska! Wow... Best! Dear had pineapple rice and we also ordered a plate of Softshell Crab. I dont really like it cos it is oily. After the meal, we went to Marina Square and make ourself lost there! Haha! No lah. Actually we just want to find an exit to go to Esplanade but I did not look at the signs and we are laughing at each other. Finally dear said that he has Marina Square's map in his mind after going to two wrong exits. So he led the way and we finally got to Esplanade! Sat there for a while cos dear's frends kept calling him. He need him to sent him to somewhere. Cant stand such people. So "bua zi dong". Not wanting dear to go back too late,I suggested that we leave early so he can send his frend to the place early and get home early. I drove dear to Clementi first cos he needs to buy something. Then I drove myself home. Haha!

Christmas day I woke up damn early. I woke up at 7am. Y? Cos my cousin is getting marry. Cos my brother had to open the door for the bridegroom, we have to reach there by 8.30am. My cousin is so pretty. A lady is the most pretty during her wedding day. Im lazy to go through what the brides' maid did to the groom and the bestmen but all I can say is that they really suffered! Haha! We came back home at about 1pm or 2 plus. Took a short nap and went to get ready for the dinner. Talking about the dinner, it is the best dinner I have been to so far. Instead of using dry ice to create the smoky effect, they had bubbles! That is what I wanted too!!! Fresh flowers for all the bouquets. Big, fully bloomed pink roses are used. Reached home at about 11.50pm. Very later hor cos we had a Peck's Family photo taking session.

As for Boxing day, I stayed home. Cleaned my room and vacuum the staircase's carpet and the living room. Ans basically slack the whole day.

Im having MST next week and guess what. I HAVE NOT START STUDYING!!! Dont know how... Anyway, it is 7pm and it's time to watch cable!!! Tata~~~

2005-12-19T11:27:00.000+08:00

I cannot imagine what I did last night. I cried. Not a short cry but a long and wet one through out the whole night. I dont know what triggered off my cry mode. Maybe I was furious that my bf nv call me the whole day until I call him. I didnt know what he was doing the whole day and Im always worried about him. When he finally call me when he reached home, I try my best to fight back my tears. But after a while, I cannot control it anymore. It was 9.38pm. We hung up at 10.09pm cos he need to do some stuffs and said will call me back. Tears still continue to flow. He called again at 1o.43pm. Tears still flowing but was on maximum mode. We hung up again at 11.20pm. His sister needed him to do some stuffs. He did not call me anymore. He msg me and said he need to go to bed already cos his dad will be "returning" home soon. I cant sleep the whole night. Tears just keep flowing. Now my eyes are so puffy. Look like an alien from an outer space. I guess I just miss him. Time to go... Ta~~~

2005-12-14T10:22:00.000+08:00

I dont know how to express my feelings now. Lots of bad things have been happening around me. I feel like a curse. Last week I had a bad dream. I dreamt that my uncle and my bf's dad passed away on the same day. I didnt dare to tell anyone cos Im scared they will get worried or even think that Im cursing them. So I can only keep it to myself. This dream really came true.

My uncle passed away on Monday evening. This is the first time I see someone passed away right in front of me. So sad to see such scene. Luckily they know people from the funeral trade. The wake will be held for 5 days. Mon is counted as the first day and Thurs will be the last night. Fri morning will be the day to cremate him.

Dear's dad passed away on Tuesday late afternoon. I wanted to go see him for the last time but I dont get the chance cos when my class ended, my bf was there aldy and he told me not to go anymore. I intended to go to the hospital after I shower but when I was on the way home, dear msg me and said his dad passed away already. I was shattered. I didnt know what to do. I want to go the hospital but dont know which ward, I wanted to go home but my leg was weak to move. I just stood in the middle of a pathway for 10 minutes. Finally, I decided to go home and take a shower and take a cab to dear's place to provide some of my help. I did not know that Im not supposed to be there cos I already have a wake of my extended family.

I was told by dear that I cant go over to his dad's wake until my uncle's funeral has end. It can only be after Fri afternoon then I can go over. Dear's dad burial will be on Sat. I hope I can help as much as I can on Fri night and Sat morning.

I cannot sleep well for the past few nights. Very stress. Time to go school. Tata~~~

2005-12-11T12:38:00.000+08:00

I have not been updating for some time. Just feel that I dont have the need to update cos no ones reads it anyway. Got a story for you guys. Sit back and read it slowly. And tel me how you feel after reading it.

Miss Z has been together with Mr A for sometime (about a year or 2). Miss Z broke up with Mr A some time ago. Mr A wanted to patch back but Miss Z is not willing to but still keep in contact with him. Miss Z got a new boyfriend recently. She also happened to know from some where that Mr A got into some trouble. She calls him and told him that she does not want to be with a guy who is always in trouble. End of story.

How you feel? Maybe you dont know the whole story but Im just too lazy to type it all out. Basically I just feel that she wants to find fault in him and use that as an excuse to get rid of him. If Miss Z really loves Mr A, she wont be bothered about how much trouble he is in. Rather she should help him and change him into the original him. Mr A is just a little playful but I think it is alright for him to behave this way cos of his age. Human are never ever contented with what they have now presently. Miss Z ahould have listened to his explainations.

That is all for today. Remember to tell me how you feel so tag me. Time to go out. Tata~~~

2005-12-01T10:51:00.000+08:00

Just got back from lesson. Early right? Im only goin for a lesson today. Next lesson is AES at 1pm but it seems like no one is going so Im not going either. Had CWS just now and my lecturer reminded that we are going to have a test in week 11 and reminded us that this week is week 5! Oh My God! I cant believe that! What have I been doing for the past weeks? It seems like it has been 2 weeks only. Shit! For this whole week, my bf has been reminding me to start studying. (I told him to do so, so as to make me feel movitated to work hard for us. LOL!) But I have not started yet. Haha! I will do it soon okay! As for today is slack day. Got to go help my dad (who is in China for business) to deliver goods. And it is only 5 pieces! I thought it would be 50 pieces. Have to go all the way to FORD (next to IKEA) just to deliver 5 damn pieces of IU cover. I had to take a train then transfer to take a bus there. No choice.

If you are wondering what my dad does, let me tell you. He is a multi-tasker or multi-job holder. For what I know, he is self-employed. He is mainly working like a trader in the plastic industry. I think he is like e middle man to bring people to buy machines which produces plastic stuffs ranging from pipes to boxes to trays to whatever that involves plastic. He has been in this plastic industry from before I was born! With his good knowledge, he went into the IU cover industry about one and a half year ago. He produce the design and got the mould made in elsewhere and brought it back to Singapore to product it. So his product is made in Singapore. There is another guy who is selling the same IU cover goes around telling people that my dad's product is made in CHINA and is made of cheap materials.

IT IS NOT TRUE! He even copied my dad's design! Tell you guys, my dad's IU cover is made of materials that have UV protection so it would not melt under the hot sun. SO whatever that stupid man and his workers said about my dad products are not true! I remembered that fellow saying that the lid of his cover can open till very wide. But if you guys have a brain to think, you should know that it is useless to have a lid that can open so wide. Why? Cos there is only a limited space between the IU machine and your car's windscreen SO if you have a IU cover's lid that can open wide but only have a limited space, what is the point of it? As long as the lid can open and is not loose, it can be used already! Our design can even make it easier to open the lid. The IU cover comes in all kind of colours and the latest is the transparent cover. Not to worry, no one can see your cashcards in it cos extra work have been done to make it invisible! So if you happen to see this blog today and wants to get an IU cover, give me a msg and I will deliver it to you! You can even customise the IU cover and make it to the extend that you are the only one with that colour or what-so-ever. Everything is value for the small amount of money! Back to my dad's job, he is also an insurance agent, housing agent and I dont know what else. Haha! That is all for today. Going to take a nap now before going to deliver the stuffs for daddy.

*p.s* Had a picture of the IU cover below and take a good look at it. Remember to buy the good stuffs only!

2005-11-29T23:23:00.000+08:00

Christmas is about a month away. Christmas is like the season for love. But I cant find much love around. Of course I feel love from my bf. So I got my bf's love, family love still ok lah, but one thing is missing... Friend's love. Somehow I feel thatI have lost all of them again overnight. What to do? Friends only call me when they need me otherwise they will disappear to nowhere and call you again when they need you. This is life... My life is now surrounded with my bf only. Just on last sun when we went out, we were toking about our future. I asked him if he has any wish for us. He said "I think you are not prepared to be mrs ong. " I looked at him with my eyes wide open and asked "Why you say so?". He replied "Cos everytime when i talked about getting marry you seems to dont like it or change to another topic." Come on lor! I did not! Even if I did, it is cos i dont want to talk about it and still not able to do it till after July 2006. I will only be 21 years old after July 2006. Still a long time away. Of cos i want to be his Mrs but the only thing that is holding me back is my dad. He wont let me off so early. Dont want to talk about all these things to spoil the Christmas mood. Thk I go sleep already.... tata~~~

2005-11-27T09:52:00.000+08:00

What have I been doing recently? I cant recall much. Mostly is the same routine everyday which is wake up, go school, go home, sleep, wake up, go school, blah blah blah... Oh Ya! Went to eat steamboat on Friday night. It was a fulling meal. So full yet dear ask me to drive myself home! So shit! How I wish I could be like him, sitting there and dozing off while Im driving. Went to grandma place for dinner yesterday evening. Dear bought desert over at about 9.30pm. Actually wanted to ask him not to come as it was late already and he must be tired cos he has been working all day till about 7+pm. But I know he cant resist not being able to see me for a day, I didnt told him not to come. My relatives are having a potluck dinner at grandma place on Christmas Eve. Dont know what to cook there lei... Any idea? Got to go read paper now... Tata~~~

2005-11-23T21:28:00.000+08:00

Have not updated for sometime. It have been raining for almost two days. The weather is so cooling. I have no intention to on my aircon yesterday night but dont know what made my finger went to press the ON button of the remote control. Haha! Something bad happened today. Walked into class today and Ziquan ask if i wan to go for a ride in his rented car. Actually dont want to go one but dont know what makes me agree to it in the end. Asked Edwin and JunXiang along as well so in total there were 4 people in the black Toyota Corolla. On the way to the car, we saw Weihan, Desmond, Qianzhao and Weiwen getting out of Weihan's car. So both driver suggested to do a mini race along the road of the Dover Mrt track. Everything was fine at the start. To cut things short, I just tell you the ending part. Zi Quan's car knocked onto the lampost when he was turning right. Weihan's car has actually made a U turn before the traffic light so they didnt saw what happened. Ziquan was turning with a speed of about 80km/h and he also understeered! I was in shocked lor! Didnt know what to say. Felt so bad about the damage. If only i never agree to the ride, it wont turn out this way.Dont know how he's going to explain to the rented car shop's owner. Anyway got to go now. Tata~~~

2005-11-20T00:27:00.000+08:00

Yesterday dear stuck to what he said on Fri. I have to drive him out. I was really freaking nervous lor!!! I first drove him home to get changed then drove back to my place to get a CD then drove to Suntec. Man! Driving is really boring... He was sleeping and Im driving. Now i know how he feels when he is driving. When we were leaving, my van stalled twice in the carpark! My god! I really suck at carpark and slopes. My heart nearly thumped out. But after all, dear said I was good but need improvements (of cos!). We went to Clementi to buy new fishes for my fish tank. Bought two red guppies. Cute! I only let them out into the tank after an hour cos need to let them get used to the temperature and surrounding of the tank. After letting them out, they were swimming fast in the tank. Dont know why. Maybe they lived in a much smaller and cramped tank in the shop. After seeing that they are happy in the tank, I went to bed.
This morning when I woke up, the first thing I wanted to do is to go feed them. But when I reached in front of my fish tank, it was empty. Arrggghhhh!!! I looked around and wondered if I was dreaming about the fishes but realised that I wasnt. I went frantic. I thought it was Sofie (my cat) who ate it. But come to think of it, I dont think she ate it. I looked around my fish tank carefully and saw my two fishes dead! Shit! I think I have no luck in fishes. Now damn low... Dont know what to do... Tata~~~

2005-11-18T22:17:00.000+08:00

Tell you guys a secret...

I pass my TP today!!!

Haha! So happy you know. Dear bought me my first P plate! Just feel happy happy happy!!! Go to go. Tata~~~

2005-11-17T21:43:00.000+08:00

Let me think what I did on mon... Ooh ya! I got stung by a BEE! Honey Bee to be exact. I didnt know where on earth the bee came from. Maybe it flew in from outside (obvious!). Very pain you know! Luckily my brother plucked out the sting from my finger, left middle finger if you want to know which finger it poked. Damn!
Tuesday was still ok. I still can bend this finger so I didnt bother to went to see a doctor. I even went to Causeway Point to get my handphone service. The number 8 and * not functioning well. The service man told me I can collect the phone on Wed night. Cant wait to get it back!
I suddenly woke up on Wed mid-night about 5.25am as I feel that something is not right with my finger. I cant bend it! I felt it and it feel as the finger is going to explore. It is hard and swollen. So scared till I msg my bf to tell him that I need to go see doctor the first thing the sun rises. I went to the clinic to get registered and dear came to look for me. Told him not to come find me since he has work to do. He said that he knows I dont like to do things alone so came to company me. Waited for an hour to see the doctor. He gave me steriods! My god! Make me sound like Im like a sportsperson like that. Know what is the other main reason that get my ass to the clinic? Cos I have driving lesson in the afternoon!!! Have not driven for the whole of 3 months. My driving sure sucks! But after taking my medications, I can at least bend the finger abit more. Driving was still ok. Just abit shaky.
Today (Thur) had driving lesson in the morning. Didnt feel like waking up in the morning cos it was raining heavily. Dear msg me last night to ask if i need a lift from him but i felt asleep already so didnt bother to call to wake him up cos it is so nice to sleep in so let him sleep lor. When i was doing my second last practice for my parking, I saw a familiar figure standing outside the canteen. It is Dear! So sweet of him to come look for me. Once i see him, my parking all went down. Haha! Happy to see dear but his presence made me anxious. After lesson, Dear drove me to town for breakfast. Went to look around for Angelia's present. Saw a nice one and just bought it without thinking. Then went to Tuas to look for dear's sister for lunch. She and her husband has a food stall in a canteen. The food best! Haha! Not trying to help promote but the taste is really different from the ones outside. Once she is free, she came to sit beside me for her lunch. She was asking me when I will finish poly. So I just told her cos I thought it is just a harmless question. Told her should be in April or May. Then she say "Ok, so next Aug can go get marry liao!" My God! So direct one ah! She continued saying "End of this year we will go to your place to 'ti qing'. Since you two have been together for so long already so should get marry early. Dont let him run away. Dont wait till old like then regret. You dont want to be still working like shit when you are 50 while trying to earn money for your young kid right?" She has a point but I can see that both my parents are doing fine with my brother and me. She made me so worried for the whole day! I dont think i should be thinking of all these things now. I should be thinking of how I should drive properly tomorrow! Tomorrow is TP day!!! Argghhh! Hope can pass so I can drive dear out on Sat. Tata~~~

2005-11-11T22:24:00.000+08:00

I skipped 3 lessons today! I didnt mean to do it but dear is still not feeling well. I called him in the morning and he said his left eye is swollen. The first thing that come to my mind is allergic to the medicines he is taking. I told him not to take any more of it and I will bring him back to the clinic after my lesson ends. I rushed over to his place once my lesson ends at about 12.20pm. Brought him back to the clinic and doctor say he might be allergic to the fever medication. Since dear has no more fever, the doc asked him not to take the medication anymore and prescribed a medicine for his allergic. Brought him back to his home and rest for a while and his fever came back! I panicked cos when we were at the clinic, i told him to throw away the fever medication. His fever didnt went off. Got abit worst. Told him to come my place so that he can take the fever medicine my mum took when she had high fever. When he reached, I gave him two spoons of the syrup and kept on sponging him with ice water. He was feeling slight better at about 9pm. I just continue to sponge him with ice water. At 9.30pm, he said he want to go see Nam Seng (a clinic's name) otherwise scare his fever will worsen tonight. I wanted to go with him but he dont allow. I had no choice but to wait at home for his call or msg. Now i know how it feels like to take care of the sick. It is tiring and is an anxious job. Now can only drink red wine and wait for him to get back home before I can sleep tonight. Think i cannot even sleep tonight. How I wish I can be beside him to take care of him through out the night. Tata~~~

2005-11-10T21:48:00.000+08:00

It is dear's birthday today. We didnt have any grand celebration. Went for a stroll den went for dinner. When he came to pick me up, he was not feeling well already. Got a slight fever so he drove to a patrol kiosk to get panadol. After taking two pills, he feel better but still not very well. We went to Sushi Tei at Taka. Had some sushi and i ordered a bowl of ramen cos it was raining outside. A hot bowl of soup will make us feel cosier! And also ordered a plate (4 pieces) of baked scallop. That is the best man! Even thinking about it makes me feel hungry! Dear didnt eat much, I know something must be not right cos he loves sushi but today we had lesser than usual. After dinner, we went happen to pass by an accessory shop. He asked if I want to buy a new pair of couple ring (I accidently lost mine last sun). So we just went in to take a look but no intention to buy a new one cos i know it will cost a lot to buy it from that shop. After looking at a few designs, he suddenly say he really dont feel well, need to go do business. After doing his business, he say he needs to see a doc already. So we left and went to a clinic near my place. I thought it would cost about $30+ or $40 but who knows that the bill came out to $58.50! We both got a shock. Feel so guilty to make dear spend so much on his birthday. After that, he went home to sleep so here I am. Hope he will get well tomorrow. He had two days of MC lei! I also told him not to go work already cos i dont want him to make his condition worst. That's all guys... Tata~~~

2005-11-09T11:16:00.000+08:00

Do you ever wondered what are friends for? I used to think that both male and female can be friends but now, I truely madly deeply believe that friendship within opposite sexes are not easy to achieve. For those guys in your class or work place, they are known as your classmates or colleague. The reason for guys to be nice to ladies is cos they are interested in them. Nothing else. Otherwise why guys back off when they know that ladies (including those ugly or pretty ones) are attached already? Friends are defined by the actions you do to each other. Friends are to be made use of. What do you do when u have nothing to do? Call your friends for a chat right? Friends are the ones you made use of to go shopping, to kill time, to go for coffee, to go for movie, to go play together, to go ktv together, etc etc etc... Think about it. I have friends but most of them are Hi-Bye friends. I spend most of my time with my bf so most of my friends would think is cos Im busy with my bf that's y they seldom ask me out. I dont blame them. But there will always be a feeling of emptiness and jealousness in me. Why others have friends to go out with while I dont have much? Used to have friends but once we entered poly, everything changed. At least Im still in contact with Wati but only once in a while as she is busy with work and her own nest. As for other friends, i dont know what to say... I have friends who always say they will call me but it seems that the time will never come. How come they will call their other friends but not me? Mayb they are closer to them even though they appear to be nice with me. Maybe they are just entertaining (ying cho) me when they are with me. Like most people say "Life is never fair". Maybe Im just the unfair person people leave out. Dont start calling me to pity mi after seeing this blog. Maybe no one even reads my blog... Feel like closing it down but this is my only way of saying out my thinking so maybe i should not bother whether if anyone reads ont. Time for class... tata~~~

2005-11-05T13:48:00.000+08:00

What should I say today? Ytd night was another sleepless night. Then some long time ago memories came into my mind. I dont know whether to say they are good ones or bad ones. Some of the memories are : - me going to buy cigarette for A when we were still underage, - went to esplanade to blow air with B, - chatting online with B online when we were still ok, - taking long bus trips to town with A, etc... How come some people are able to "kan de kai" (loosely translated in english is let go) so easily? What i cant really figure out till now is how come overnight, Im no longer friends with B. Maybe he got a new gf who controls his gal friends contact or maybe he just dont want to talk to me all of a sudden. Sigh. Till now, Im not able to come to term with all these. Maybe my sleepless nights are due to all these unsolved mysteries but Im blaming no one. I could be the one at fault at the first place. All I can hope for is to have an answer... tata~~~

2005-11-03T14:01:00.000+08:00

What a boring day...

2005-11-02T11:19:00.000+08:00

Aloha! Im back again... Let's not talk about what i did for the past week but rather what i did yesterday. I went to town with Chik Yee. As it was a hot, sunny and boring day, I msg Chik to see if she have any nice place to go to cos I'll be lonely as my bf have to work on a public holiday and he told me he was going to bring his parents out to pick durians. Meet Chik at 3.30 to go town to look for a birthday present for dear cos his birthday is next week man! i didnt realize how close it was until i look at the calendar ytd morning. I decide to get him a new working bag but Im on a tight budget. Walked around Centrepoint but cannot seem to find a perfect one. Either it is too "si wen" or too ex. Then we decided to go Hereens. On the way in, there was this guy who walked without looking and was talking to his friends at the same time, banged onto my left side. I let out a loud ouch. Haha! You should have seen his reaction. Even Chik got a shock! I didnt know why I let out such reaction either! It is just so funny. Continued to look for the perfect bag and we went to Wallet shop. Saw a nice one and it was within budget also but I always like to look around first before I buy it so as not to have any regret. In the end, i didnt see any nicer bags around so i went to get the one i first saw. But when I got to the shop, the salesgirl say no more new piece! Oh my god! The display set got a scratch already so of cos i cannot get that for dear [even though they offer to give me a discount]. So no choice, I have to get other design. Earlier, I ask my bf if he wants to go to Little India ont cos Chik and someone were going. My bf was ok with it so he came to pick mi up at about 6.05pm and only me and him went cos got ps by them... haha! Not as bad as i imagine. We walked from a ulu ulu place to the main road and kept walking and we saw this make shift table which was selling coconut drink. They even offer to cut the coconut into half after we have finished the drink so we can eat the fresh in it. Not bad right? Still got stools to sit on while drinking or eating. Got a feeling like Im in india when i was sitting there. Then walked on more till we reached Mustafa centre. We decided to have our dinner first before going in there to shop. We had nasi brayani and thosai. Not bad! Then we went to Mustafa to walked till about 9 plus then went back home already cos I was tired already. Time to go school now! Lesson at 12pm... Tata~~~

2005-10-25T22:14:00.000+08:00

I have not updated for sometime cos I'm abit lazy and busy at the same time. Have been doing some admin work since last wednesday till today. Admin work all the same one. All you do all day long is sit and write or call or type all day long, nothing else. Nevermind anyway. School is going next Monday. Should I say Im happy or sad? It is going to be the last semester of my poly life. Sigh. Time to go bed already as I have to work tomorrow.

2005-10-18T14:05:00.000+08:00

Well, Im better today. At least all the red rashes are spreading out to be red patches. I'l be fine by tomorrow i guess. Have been drinking lots of water and toilet visit and SLEEP! Haha! Very refreshed! People say that my body is just too heaty that's y Im getting all this illness. Mum say she got to give me drink some good stuff after all this illness to make my body "cooler"! Haha! I like!I have been an expensive baby since young. I cannot take milk formula as I have a stomach which is lactose intolerant. So I can only take soya milk since young. Even till now, whenever i consume milk, I will be running for toilet after 8 hours upon consumption. It comes in handy when I need some detoxing but i dont usually do it. I drink it for the sake of my calcium intake. Time to go watch cable... tata~~~

2005-10-17T12:35:00.000+08:00

fancy laughing at my bro for his virus attack, now I'm the one who got the same virus as him. Lots of small red rashes all over the body and it is itchy and it looks disgusting. Dear brought me to the polyclinic. I told the nurse that I have rashes all over my body and asked if I have priority to go first. She told me that she will give me a smaller number so I can be attended to faster. When I went in to see the doctor, he just took a glance and told me to go for blood test. OMG! That is the most hated part of the whole visit. Very scary know! Dear went in with me for the blood test. Saw how she poke in the needle. Only one word to describe it. Pain. Haha! It is really painful lei! Luckily she only took a small amount of blood otherwise I dont know how. After the blood test, i waited for the result for about 10 mins. Then went back upstairs to the doctor and showed him the result. He say I have no dengue fever[thank god!] and just have to take good rest. Went down to get the medicine and viola I'm hone by 11.40am. i went out at about 9.45am! Haha! Ok... Time to rest. Tata~~~

2005-10-14T12:09:00.000+08:00

Finally Ms Peck [me of cos] is sick. After being sleepless for the past two weeks, my body break down yesterday morning. I'm not a person who likes to make a trip to the clinic but for fear of any life threatening illness, I went to the clinic at 4.16pm. My whole body have been aching since I woke up and I felt warm all over me. When the doc took my temperature, it was 37.9 degree. He still say that it is a low-grade fever. But it is still a fever right! He say I had a flu virus. Flu is sickening enough as it causes the whole body to ach. I have always feel that clinics are the most dangerous place to go. Why? See, people who are sick goes to the clinic right? People with cough or flu or chicken pox can transmit their illness through the air know! When they cough or sneeze, their germs are spread in the clinic and plus there are aircon in the clinics so even worst! I'm not trying to be narrow minded but when you are already sick, you wont want to contract other illness right? So next time try not to spend too much time in the air conditioned clinic for too long for fear of contracting other illness.

As for my bro, he is not having dengue fever but it is some virus which doc also dont know what is it. Lots of small red rashes all over his body. Damn disgusting. I felt even more sick whenever I see him.

Now blogging with a drowsy feeling. But cant seems to be able to nap so can only on my lappy for a game and browsing through some other blogs and surfing the net. Women can multi-task even under the influence of medication. Haha! That is all for now. Tata~~~

2005-10-13T01:19:00.000+08:00

Went out in the late morning to get some photos printed so I can pass them to FongMei and my aunt. As I was about to leave the photo shop, it started to pour very heavily. damn damn damn... It was still so hot and sunny a min ago and now it is pouring. Well, I just took my own sweet time to walk to the bus stop as it was still early from her lunch time and took 157 to jurong west. In the bus, I sent a msg to my dad to ask how is my bro.[he had fever since monday] Recieved his reply and he said my bro had DENGUE FEVER! E! Im the one who always get the stings from the mozzies but have not got Dengue yet. He, who feared death and rarely get stings from mizzie, is the one who got Dengue. Haha! I dint dare to go home aldy cos scared that if any mozzie happen to have stung him will come and sting me! So I hung around in their office for a while till about 4.30pm then decide to go home. My bf called me earlier and told me that he has to pick up a prize around Orchard after work at about 7-7.30pm. He asked if I want to go along but I was hestitating. Well after some time, he talked me through it. He came to pick me up after work. Drove to Orchard and paked at Lucky Plaza. Went up to the 18th floor of the building next to Lucky Plaza and he registered his name. All along, i thought it is a scam that the company wants to ask him to join up for something. We waited for some time and people we came after us have aldy been asked to go in to another room but we are still left sitting there waiting. Just when all the people have been brought to another room, the receptionist called out for toby's name and i just sat there not wanting to move. She gave him two pieces of things and talked to him for a while and toby called out to me and said we can go aldy. I was wondering why we dont to be called into the room like the others and can leave just like that. I said a thank you to the receptionist and walked out with toby. He gave me a voucher which is a $50 rebate for some treatment at a Vanilla something spa place i thk. He was given a $180 rebate for Sijori Resort stay in Sentosa but have to have a minimum booking of at least 3D2N with no dateline to it. Not bad but i still cant remember when did toby took part in any lucky draw thing. Never mind about all this, we went to had our dinner and took a walk around Orchard for a while and went home. On the way home, I told him about what have been flashing in my mind for sometime. This started with our open talk and of cos with the accompany of some tears. I dont think i want to emphasis on what was our talk about and u guys might not want to know about it as well. But all well ends well. We talked about it on the phone and sort things out. This talk made us closer and it brought in some laughs as well.
Anyway, i cant sleep again that is why i am here now. Should go and watch some TV programme now. Tata~~~

2005-10-12T01:52:00.000+08:00

Went to westmall just now as toby wants to terminate his M1 line which he has not been using. We had our dinner first cos as usual I'm the hungry fellow. Haha! Sometimes i wonder why foodcourt always have so many kinds of food available. I always cannot make up my mind on what to eat as there are too many choices and end up eating the same kind of food. So after dinner, we went to the M1 shop on level 1 and took a queue number. Once our number is flashed, we went to the counter and told the lady about the termination of the line. She said we had to go to level two to do so. Damn! When we went up, took a queue number and we had to wait again. My god! I dont understand. There were about 5 counters with staffs working and talking to each other when we walked in. But the moment they saw us walking in, they hide behind their LCD monitor screen and were busy typing away. Dont know what they are doing. After toby's number is flashed, I sat there waiting for him for about 15-20 mins! Dont know what the lady was saying to him. Had the urge to go over to tell straight at the lady's face that "He just want to terminate so you should just cut the crap to stop talking and just terminate the line!" but as usual, I dint do it as I dont want to cause a stir about it. For the next 5-10 mins, i was still waiting and finally toby stood up and say we can go. On the way up to the Starhub shop, he told me about what the lady told him. Basically all are just some bullsh*t stuffs. When i reached the Starhub shop, i asked the lady if i can downgrade my plan there. She said I cant and it can only do it by calling to 1633[starhub HOTline]. So i asked "Then what is this shop for? Doesnt it read Stuhub on the signboard?". She then said that they are a dealer of Starhub but their shop name is Cherry Mobile. I wanted to tell her to tell her boss to change the signboard to Cherry Mobile instead of Starhub to mislead unreasonable people like me. Whatever with the signboard, I then asked her if I can downgrade my line and purchase a new phone at the same time. She say can. DUH! Dint she say I cant downgrade there a min ago and now say I downgrade and purchase a phone at the same time. It is really fustrating to me. Nevermind about all this, I then told her the phone we want to purchase and she called starhub and check for dont know what. And she turn to me after a while and say "Starhub say you still cant downgrade your plan yet. If u want to downgrade now, you have to pay an extra of $100." I dint know what to do and just look at my bf cos he is the one who needs to buy the phone not me. He said "Like this then I dont buy aldy." But I can remember clearly that I should be able to change my plan aldy. But all this timing thing is not the main reason to make me fed up. It is the can and then cannot and can things that is getting on my nerves! 1 min she say I cant change the plan there but can only do it through by calling 1633, then the next min is that I can downgrade and purchase a phone at the same time. Isnt it obvious that they only entertain people who spend money there so they can downgrade at the same time? Contradicting! Then she called to Starhub and it says I cant downgrade yet unless i pay an additional of $100. But previously she say I can only do it through calling 1633 then what is she doing now? She should have take the effort to help mi to check when u told her about it the moment i sat down. I mean at least she might be able to get my deal right? I know I should not blame her for it as she is just a worker. Anyway, I cant slp again so here I am tryin to type to make me feel tired and sleepy. Haha! GTG. Tata~~~

2005-10-11T14:27:00.000+08:00

thk i ve nt update for a few days... holi now... so sian... nothg much to do... cant slp well for e past two weeks n i thk it is leadin mi to being sick... hai... goin to do my fyp now... tata~~~

2005-10-06T13:03:00.000+08:00

went to town wif chik ytd! havent been to town for so long... firstly we hit e McDonald's for lunch den walked ard taka n she showed mi e puma bag which she wanted to buy... chik has a different taste from mi... dunno how to explain bt she kinda like clothes which are complicated looking whereas i prefer plain n simple clothes... haha! [chik dun angry hor! jus statin out e fact onli!] den went to far east to look for a mini jacket... saw 1 at e level 1 shop den dun wan to ve an impulsive buyin so i said we shd go tk a look ard cos im lookin for a brown colour one... but either i c a more costly piece or a somethg tt looks complicated... haha! end up buyin e first one[black colour] i like! den went to shaw house to walk ard den saw e same brand of my newly bought jacket! haha! chik saw stuffs she wan to buy n kept sayin wan to save money to buy e addias jacket... 119 bucks noe! black wif pink strip! she brought mi to go c it n i kinda like it bt cant afford to buy such thg... den went back at ard 5.45pm cos she need to go pass thgs n i oso feel tired liao... hai... feel dat my life is abit boring...anyway, need to go sch aldy... tata~~~

2005-10-03T23:27:00.000+08:00

sometimes, u dont noe whether if someone's msn nick in msn is for u or for other ppl... some may say dat mayb that person ve been in ur mind that's y u kept thkin of her/him... i thk he ve been in my mind since a long time ago... nt dat i cant forget n let it go bt jus reali confused at wat i did wrong at e first place to cause all this now... everytime i c dat person online, im thkin whether to tok to dat person ont... all of a sudden, i thk i ve 2 of such person... 1 is a best frend of mine other is ... nvm... watever it is, i ve been tryin to get these 2 person off my life bt jus cant seems to be able to... i ve nt been able to slp well since last mon... dun ask y cos i dunno either... i ve to toss n turn ard in bed till abt 3 or4+am every night n jump awake at 9am in e morning... wat is goin on wif my life... i reali need a good nite slp today otherwise i will be sick tml! i aldy ve e major signs on my body dat will lead to a major high fever soon... thk i beta go try to slp soon... tata~~~

2005-10-01T12:46:00.000+08:00

CURSE TO ALL MOZZIE WHICH HAVE STUNG MI!!!

I dunno y bt all mosquitos have been targetin mi for their blood sucking session! im e onli one who get stung at home... come to thk abt it, if e mozzie is an aedes mosquito with dengue virus n it comes to sting mi den im helpin e rest of my family rite? bt i noe it is stupid... hope im nt an aedes's target... actualli, im scare cos i dun wan to die of a dumb fever leavin behind a good family n loving dear! in fact, i ve relatives who own pest controller companies which ve been ard for more than twenty years! come to mi if u wan their contact! tey r reali good! bt dun ask y i still get stung cos i oso dunno y... haha! i thk one of e reason is cos of e bushes in e garden below my house... it is reali sickening to ve "ah tiong" staying below mi! all women somemore! tey r turnin e garden into rubbish dump area! e bushes r covering up to almost to e second storey.. jus a few days ago, i happened to use e pavement [which their garden is on e right side of it]to go out den i saw a huge spider! OMG! it scares e hell out of mi! e bushes r growing out of shape so it happen to stick out into e pavement n that is e place where e spider is! the spider's longest leg is e lenght of ur ring finger! can u imagine how big is e damn spider? my god! i ve oways try to avoid e pavement since tey move in [which i dunno y]... i oways go out by walkin e carpark way... i rather b bang down by car in e carpark dan to b scared to death by creepy crawly from e "rubbish dump"! haha! ok... time to do some house cleaning... tata~~~

2005-09-29T15:16:00.000+08:00

finalli all my papers r over! dunno whether to say tt it's a relief or another round of anxiety to wait for e results... i noe i dint do well... all i did was try my best... jus dun ve e heart to go study... nt say dun ve, it's jus tt watever i studied, all will jus disappear into vapour in my brain... hai... dunno how...

anyhow, now is e holiday! time to relax! bt i shd b goin back to work cos no money!!! haha! bt will b rushin to do my fyp oso... hope can get it done within this month... i gtg buy biscuit for my cat aldy... she havent been eatin them for abt a week cos out of supply... tata~~~

2005-09-27T12:58:00.000+08:00

during e evening of e wedding

first pic after make up

second pic wif another cousin, wendy

first proper photo of e day taken wif dear

den somehow got bo liao when waiting for grandma to arrive, i took tis photo

[which i personally like it alot!!!]

veri antique lookin rite!!! haha!

managed to steal a pic wif grandma n my last aunt!

a pic wif Fongmei, frends since pri 1

wif cousin jerry n cousin weiliang

everyone says i look like her, do i? she is my MUM!!!

i wonder y all dinner ve to do such thg...

manage to ve a family photo in e midst of e dinner

last photo wif dear

*ps: he look tired, so do i cos it's 11pm aldy!!!*

that's all guys... c when im free to upload more for u to c...

2005-09-23T23:57:00.000+08:00

jus got back from my 7th uncle's weddin dinner... oh man! it has been a long time since i last went to a weddin dinner! i rushed home after ais paper, took a shower n change n my dad sent us to my grandma's place where e makeup n hairdo ppl r... quite a few relatives there to do their hair n makeup aldy... i took my time to let e others go first... when it was my turn, WOW! e ladies r quick! i tel dem i wan my hair to b all up n viola, all up! n makeup was great too! when i upload e photos den u can c... i look like a shanghai tang woman!!! mayb cos of my dressin n e smart ladies, tey turn mi into e real mi! jus like my real age look... cute yet mature!!! (*puke*)haha! den my bf drove my dad's car to come pick mi n my mum up at abt 6.30... den went hm to pick up n dad n bro den went to dinner place... nt bad dinner lah... went ard tkin photos while dear stay rooted to his chair... he like to listen to my dad tokin to other ppl... den mum was jus tokin to relatives... when e couple walk in to start e dinner, i asked dear if he got e temptation to go get marry n he said: "of cos"! when tey walk in, imagine myself n dear walkin oso... e feelin is damn shiok! bt to thk abt e money u r goin to spend when preparing for the weddin oso damn shiok! all will add up to above 20K!!! back to e dinner, den had e usual food for weddin dinner den after dinner e whole family stayed behind for a BIG family photo! dear counted tt all 3 generations added up to abt 60 ppl! wah lao! i noe it's nt alot bt 60 is reali a big number aldy! come to thk abt it, my mum ve a big family... i ve a total of 8 uncles 4 aunties (5 includin my mum)... in total my grandma ve 13 children! anyhow, i enjoyed myself!

2005-09-18T18:32:00.000+08:00

life ve been boring... went out wif dear ytd... we went to J8... havent been there for sometime liao lor... first went to look for food cos he dint tk lunch... was walkin n lookin ard when i saw YA KUN!!! haha! wanted to eat it since sometime ago... finalli get to eat it! we quite pathetic lei cos he ordered a set which includes two slices of bread, a small cup of coffee n two half boil eggs n dear ordered another two slices of bread... was about half full aldy when we finished it... a small set oso can make mi full... nt bad!!! haha! den went to walked ard n passed by action city shop... he saw a shelf full of turtle! quite cute n he kept laughin at it... haha! den at another corner, i saw a better lookin shelf of tortoise... i thk is nicer than e first ones he saw... bt we din buy any in e end cos dun c e need for it... den walked ard n went tobasement to eat again! haha! old chang kee... sotong ball my favourite!!! after e eatin, we bought some food n went to my grandma place... kinda feel like dear nt reali comfortable there cos must wif grandma n e rest bt after a while he seems to b ok liao ba...

today last day at work... one of e shop owners even asked mi if i wan to worked part time ont... im still thkin abt it lei... dear picked miup after work den went to bukit batok there cos he need to go buy fruits n i went to buy my lunch cos mummy went out n wont b cookin lunch...

for one thg, can ppl stop askin when i wan to go get marry? i oso wan to get marry lah but i cant yet! havent finish schooling, no money so how to get marry? i noe my bf got a company bt it's oso a partnership thgy... jus started business for abt a yr onli... put into nice words is boss bt in other words islike general worker... bt still ok lah... he dun get high pay n sometime cantevern tk pay if company nt doin well... everythg still need a good foundation... he got his parents medical bills, housin loan, utilities bills to pay for... so where got extra money to get marry? his sis n parents oso askin him to get marry lor... one of his sis even say get marry is onli one day mah so y cant get marry? wat a stupid sayin! i agree gettin marry onli need a day bt is gettin marry to e whole family lei! alot more responsiblity! it's nt like i cant handle bt in singapore it is veri realistic tt everythg needs money... e weddin dinner is aldy a good example... if a table cos abt 400-500 bucks, a weddin dinner will have abt 30-40 tables so total will cost abt 20K!!! wat e hell! so ex!!! still nt included is e weddin photos n honeymoon... i dun even dare to thk further... so ppl, i thk u will ve to wait for another 2 yrs before we can get marry... bt whoever ve been askin mi to get marry, i expect a big red packet from you!!! haha!!! gtg... tata~~~

2005-09-14T13:27:00.000+08:00

ok... let's all admit.... everyone hates exam n test n quiz n anythg tt has got to do wif marks! agree??? exam is next week n i haven nt even touch any of my books yet! wat is wrong wif mi? i need to get marks of at least 60 n above otherwise i'll ve to waste another of my half year... ve 4 papers to sit for n there is a day where there r 2 paper for mi... idiot... i reali hate to study... can anyone motivate mi? someone pls activate my study mode!!! haha... later still need to go sch at 3pm for e free access to do micro! tml must hand in liao lei bt still nt completed yet!!! i hate last min work lor! idiotic... got to go prepare liao... tata~~~

2005-09-11T16:43:00.000+08:00

nothg much happened recently except tt it kept rainin tis few days... rainy season isit? went out wif dear ytd... went to changi airport to ve lunch cum dinner, go c planes, c ppl, walk walk, etc... we tok abt our future... i asked him if i should continue studyin after my poly n he told mi to continue bt it will means we will ve to put on hold alot of ur plans... if i dun continue to study, i might jus get stuck to an admin job after i graduate... who dun wan to ve a good job rite? bt to ve a good payin job will means havin to give in alot of other stuffs... sacrifices is all i ve to give... im lost...

2005-09-05T11:11:00.000+08:00

have nt updated for sometime again... class at 12pm so steal sometime to do some updatin now... went out wif my bf ytd... it was raining since 12pm till abt 6pm... was on slp mood most of e time! haha! we went to geylang for dinner! went to tried a shop which sells dim sum! it's good man... beta dan e one opposite you tiao da wang... den we walk down a few streets for e dao huai it is beta dan you tiao da wang! eat till veri veri full! almost puke out all e good food! den we went to bugis to walk for a while... my bf saw a couple of shirt which he thks is nice to wear to my uncle's comin weddin dinner... thk i go buy it for him later... he cant bear to spend abit of money la cos now we r both in crisis... den we went back liao lor cos he said his flu medicine tkin its effect liao[feelin slpy]... time to go prepare liao... tata~~~

2005-09-02T22:32:00.000+08:00

so long nv update... actualli is nt veri long lah jus tt nt a proper one... dunno wat to write in these days... quite a number of thgs ve happened... dunno whether to say tt tey r good stuffs or bad stuffs... jus tt it kinda make mi tks thgs more easily now... nv trust the ppl ard u... tey may b smiling n chattin n say tt u r their best pals this min bt next min tey changed... dunno whether to believe e stuffs tt happened to mi ont bt i jus let it pass... hai... dunno lei... kinda feel tt i ve lost a trusted frend...

anyway, went shoppin wif chik jus now... was kind like a rush one.. went to forever 21... e clothes there is nt bad bt messy lor... chik tried a mini demin skirt n a white blouse... e mini skirt is kinda fittin n we went to find a bigger size bt tt was e last piece left... i tried on two skirt! both oso nice!!!! dint bought it la cos i wan to look ard mah... den went to topshop... cant find e dress i was lookin for... den went to far east for lunch... LJS as usual... today abit of shocked cos it's fri n there's nt alot of ppl shoppin in town today... mayb it's e weather... rainin since morning mah... den went to walk ard far east n i bought a top! haha!saw it sometime ago bt it gave mi a good impression so i can remember it... 39 bucks for it... worth it i guess... den walked ard till 4.30 den my bf come pick mi up denwe went out for a while n went to jur east to buy a new fish to replace e dead one... now ah lang got a new partner liao! namin e new fish ah mei after e previous one... tey seemed to b able to get along well now... ok time to go bed... tml first day at a new job... tata~~~

2005-08-30T13:57:00.000+08:00

i feel like a bumper today... ve tis sad feelin in mi since i woke up today... no in a mood for anythg... i dunno y... even jus now when my bf called, i spoke to him in a no mood tone... he offered to send mi to sch at 2.15pm for my 3pm class bt i declined cos it will means i reach sch very early... im tkin my own sweet time to walk today... dunno wat is wrong wifmi today... mayb is e weather cos it made mi feel like slpin... i shd jus stop denyin.... e problem is in mint e weather! i jus dunno wat is wrong...

2005-08-29T22:35:00.000+08:00

recieved a huge shock today... was written my name on my test paper when my hp rang... "Home calling ..... .. .. . " was abit surprised cos tot no one will b hm at tt time so i jus went out to answered n my bro said "eh, one of ur fish die liao!" i was speechless... my goldfishes r named after my bf's frend "mei lang"! i got hm n i saw it was ah mei who died... ah mei has oways been e weaker n smaller size one... poor fishy... felt so low after my bro told mi... cant even give her a proper funeral... today i had a long day... hai... tata~~~

2005-08-26T13:49:00.000+08:00

boring life...

2005-08-22T10:29:00.000+08:00

i was jus surfin e net n a msn window lighted up n once i saw it, it was like somethg suddenly struck mi real hard on my head! someone told mi i accused him n bad mouth abt him behind him... i admit tt i did tok abt this person to another particular person... im nt afraid of tt particular person to tel tis person cos since i dare to say it, i would dare to admit it... bt for ur info to tis person, i ve nv ever look down on u! if u were online tt day, i would ve told it to u bt i noe it's nt a nice thg to say... i noe it is hurtin bt im a person who likes to joke ard [u shd noe] n forget abt it e next day... im nt a person to get so angry abt such thg bt who noes tt this thg is done by a good buddy of mine... to say u r a good buddy, im reconsidering... u might nt be treatin mi s ur buddy anymore anyway... on my internal n external, im cryin wif loads of tears flowin non stop... i need no one to comfort mi... i can c an end to this "friendship"... bt e main pt now is i dunno who told tt person abt this thgs bt e main person is still e particular person...

2005-08-21T16:22:00.000+08:00

went out wif my bf ytd... we went out on bike!!! i tot we would onli b goin to buyhelmet first den later at nite den ride e bike out bt who noes when i got out of my estate's gate, i saw him n his other frend squarting in front of two bikes!!! i was wondering when did he went to buy e helmet? so i asked n he said he finished work early so he went to bought it wif his frend n wanted to give mi a surprise! e helmet nice nice!!! slightly tinted jus as wat i wan! den he went hm to bath n changed n we went to buy parts... waited for his frend there... he got a new cover for his seat [two colours]... he said he knew e aunty doin e cover since young cos last time during my bf's generation, tey can get bike license at 16 yrs old unlike now is 18 yrs old... wow! it ve been 12 yrs since my bf know her! e aunty say nowadays e ppl dun do such cover aldy cos tey do other kind of wrappin... den we went to chinatown for dinner... onli den we know tt my bf e bike spoilt!!! dunno wat happened... nowadays, thgs ard mi r goin into coma! no choice bt to get it tow away... den an even kuku thg is tt we ve to carry our new helmet to tk train back to his office to get his van! i used to laugh at ppl who carry a helmet n tk e train... now it's my turn to get laughed at!!! haha! bt kinda cool lah! eh my bf say i look nice carryin a helmet on my back [e helmet in e bag]! haha! i agreed!!!veri sporty lookin!!! den we came back early to my place to watch his favourite animal planet! den he went back to slp... today nv go out n im doin nothg now... so sian... go watch tv soon! tata~~~

2005-08-18T13:07:00.000+08:00

today only ve a lesson at 3pm... later goin to pass kelvin my lappy which is in semi coma state... so wat am i doin here? i oso dunno...

ytd nite while tokin to my bf on e phone, it was a very emotional tok... [story starts from ytd morning when my bf msg mi to say tt he misses mi alot]... it started out fine till i told him wat chik told mi when we were out shoppin ytd... chik told mi tt she n ah wang thks tt my bf is e one for mi, they mean, we r confirmed to b together for e rest of our life... i was glad tt my frends felt e same way s mi... im committed to my bf n so is he... mayb is becos of his age [28] tt makes him a mature man [i like guys who give mi e feelin tt tey can b a family man]... we rarely quarrel... even if we quarrel, we will b ok e next day n we'l b even closer... being in a relationship is abt giving n tking... as i was saying, i told my bf wat chik said n he agreed wif her too... [tis part still ok] den he replied "of cos lah"... i got a feelin tt he ve been tryin to tel mi somethg since e msg i recieved in e morning so i asked him wat he was tryin to say... den he started to laugh! i had a mixed feeling in mi cos i dunno wat was he laughin abt... den he say "i jus wan to tel u tt i love you!" den he started to laugh again! i was at a lost cos i dint know y he was laughin when he said tt... it feel like he was jus kidding, like he was jus playin a fool of mi all this while... den i asked him y is he laughin... he said he was shy to say tt out... wat a relief! den i told him tt when he laughed when sayin those thgs, i tot he was jus kiddin wif mi! [here comes e veri emotional part] he stopped laughin n said, "through out these 17 mths+, i ve reali enjoyed myself wif u... fallin in love wif u even more each day, askin myself y im so lucky to ve a cute dear like you..." my tears jus start to flow... no one ve ever touched mi in this way before... he continued sayin,"sometimes i do feel abit irritated cos u r too active n doin silly thgs n crackin jokes n makin a fool of urself cos i might ve a hard day at work bt thkin abt it, i noe u r tryin to cheer mi up... i ever wondered if u r nt ard to cheer mi up, will my life still b e same? of cos it wont b e same anymore!" my tears jus kept flowin n flowin... he noes tt im cryin cos of my sniffings n tissues sounds... i was speechless... dint know wat to say so he continued wif his sweet words n i finally stopped cryin n told him tt sometimes i will b angry at him cos when i need him to b there for mi, he's nt[eg: when i went to NSC i had to tk blood tests for e first time i was alone n scared, havin to go thru period tummy pain alone wifout anyone to bring mi a heat pad to tk away my pain, blah blah blah...] bt there r loads of good memories of us together than e bad memories... i reali appriciate his love n time for mi all these while... im ready to settle down wif him anyitme... im nt a person who can say e three words easily like other girls n he's award of it... i feel tt if u reali love someone, sayin it all e time makes no point! bt still, i love him...

ok... tt's all for e touchin part! i got to go prepare to go out... tata~~~

2005-08-17T21:58:00.000+08:00

my lappy's down! since my com went on coma on sat till ytd, i ve been relyin on my lappy bt now dunno wat happened to it, it's oso sick! have to sneak to use my dad's com [cos he doesnt like us to use his, scare will caught virus]...
went shoppin wif chik jus now! my stamina reali have dropped! after walkin for a while, my feet were soft aldy! shopped from wisma to taka n standed while eating at e taka food court [lunch] den walked from taka to far east to shopped for e 3 levels n walked back to orchard mrt to tk train to bugis n shopped ard bugis n finally stood all e way back from bugis to jur east! bt all these walkin onli got me two stuffs... one mickey t-shirt n one mickey blouse! haha! mickey is back in fashion again... still can remember e days watchin mickey cartoons over n over again... actualli intended to go look for my bf after bugis bt he was still busy... so i came home... he called me at abt 7+ to say he still ve a job to do n go collect his "new" bike den come find mi bt i estimated tt by e time he reach my place, it would be at ard 9+, so i told him to go home cos it will b late aldy... now im waitin for him to cal mi...
surprisingly, after thkin tt my stamina ve dropped i dun feel any soft feet now n i still can walk... mayb it's jus my bag tt is makin mi feel tired... haha... tata ppls~~~

2005-08-15T22:06:00.000+08:00

well well... went out ytd... my dad woke mi up at abt 9.25am in e morning... ask mi to go imm for breakfast... dunno y today nv "lai chuang" den reached hm at abt 12pm! in time to watch e repeat of superstar cos i forgot to watch it on thurs... den after watchin it, i went to tk a shower, took e newspaper to my room wif class 95 on my radio n read it... e feelin is so good!!! quiet room, good songs kept playin on e radio, good story on e papers... wat a good sunday! went out wif my dear at 3pm.. went to dunno where to c e skipper he jus bought[still under transfer]... 2nd hand one... nt bad condition... he seemed so happi to buy it... mayb cos after he got it, we can go malaysia on our weekend out!!! wat a cute dear i ve... im oso lookin forward to it! haha! after tt, we went to c helmet... saw a "mian bao chao ren" helmet bt it's made of plastic so shd b for young kid's use... too bad for mi... den we went to mt faber! tt place reali bring lots of memory for us... it was our 17th month anniversary ytd... tt's e first place we went together... it's oso e place where he asked mi to b his gf personally... [i ve nv like ppl to ask mi usin msg]... poor thg... he got rejected twice for being insincere... haha! so tt place is reali memorable... den atabt 7.45pm, we left for dinner... cant decide where to eat den we suddenly say town so we go town lor... den on e way there on ecp, i decide to go bugis cos bugis nearer cos orchard still need to go by smaller road... troublesome so we say bugis... on e way up ecp, we suddenly remembered tt got fireworks cos we saw lots of carsstopin at e road side... bt e police doesnt seems to b chasin them away [tot mayb is legal aldy] so my bf stop s well as it was 7.58pm liao mah... den waited for a while den it start to Boom Boom Boom... we cant reali c e e fireworks cos got trees on e opposite of e road... still can c den my bf try to act smart by drivin more to e front den e view was reali even beta den e police came towards us n i told him to go liao n dun watch anymore cos nothg reali exciting liao mah [last yr we saw it b4 n twice tis yr aldy] den he drove slowly up den e police came towards us n told us to move n wrote down my bf's number plate down onto his hand... wat e f%&#!!! my bf say "nv get to watch fireworks n still got to copied down!"... hope e ink got washed off e policeman's hand! den we went to bugis there e dinner! n went to a desert shop for desert! good good! den end of everythg, we came back to my place n watched his favourite channel , Animal Planet! now time for mi to go slp liao... tata~~~

2005-08-13T23:53:00.000+08:00

did nothg for e whole of today... woke up liao den do nothg... chatted online wif a couple of friends... den at abt 3+, i went to my place's opposite to trim my hair... abit heartach to c my hair being trimmed off... bt look neater after it got trimmed though e lady onli trimmed abit from e end... den reached hm n got to e shower n went to my grandma's place for dinner at abt 5.03pm... took a cab there... i forgot tt after 5pm got peak charge! nvm lah... had a popiah feast for dinner! rolled my first popiah of my life n i failed the first time... i dint even bothered to cut it up into smaller piece, i jus took e whole thg n bite it... i created a mess on my plate! bite one end n e other end ve e fillings dropping n vice versa! haha! i did a beta one e second time round! 2 popiah filled wif delicious fillings n a small plate of bee hoon made mi full! there were so mani ppl at my grandma's place! now den i noe tt my family n relatives ve pot-luck meal every sat at my grandma's place... luckily i ve nt been there for e past few weeks otherwise i will b veri veri fat liao!!! sometime i jus cant control myself to stop eating all e good stuffs! e food my relatives cook r reali good lor! tokin abt it jus makes mi drip saliva! haha! anyway, i got to go watch tv n wait for my bf to go hm at e same time [he went to la kopi wif his pals]... tata~~~

2005-08-12T23:37:00.000+08:00

I Failed My TP Today...

Turn steering while vehicle is sationary (2 times) : 4 pts gone
Roll backwards (1 on e circuit slope, 1 on e main road) : 4 pts gone
Incorrect technique for E break : 2 pts gone
Cause a stupid m/cycle to slow down when turning right to go main road: 8 pts gone
Improper turning [wide turn] (2 times bt 1 got cancelled): 2 pts gone
Fail to look out for traffice [junction] (bt got cancelled):*heng* 0 pts gone
Incorrect braking(2 times bt 1 got cancelled): 2 pts gone
Fail to check blind spot(4 times bt 2 got cancelled): 4 pts each, therefore, 8 pts gone...

Total 30 points gone... i know what were my mistakes... reali regret on e checkin of e blind spot... no poin blamin on anyone now... must wait till 18th Nov for my retest... wat to do... tata...

2005-08-11T21:18:00.000+08:00

hai.... did badly for my driving revision today... my instructor scolded mi... i dint blame it either cos i agree wif him tt it's my nervousness tt's makin all my mistakes! tml is TP day !!! how??? tml must b calm n treat s if e old, ugly, fierce n scary tester is nt ard!!! pray for mi ppl! once i get e license, i'l b ur driver...!

2005-08-10T23:39:00.000+08:00

well well... wat ve i been doin for e past few days?
Mon nite: went to marina south to c e fireworks... got reali veri fed up cos i tot someone brought my lappy to pass it to mi... it'l b veri heavy to carry it ard cos no transport are allowed to go in there... in e end, it was a miscommunication... he dint brought it! haha! anyway, i did enjoy watchin e fireworks wif my bf his his pals bt dunno where chik went to after we reached there... she got lost to dunno where... haha! after tt, we walked to e mrt station cos a sign lured us by sayin "MRT 15 MINS" so we believed it n we walked n guess wat! nv ever believe such thg anymore cos it was double of 15mins! it took more dan 30 mins to walk from marina south to marina bay mrt station! once we got back to e carpark, we drove to geylang for supper! omg! for once in my life, i took supper! bt i dint reali ate much cos scare will get an upset stomach in e nite... was listenin to e stuffs my bf n his pals did when tey were younger! it was so good to b young at tt time... reached hm at abt 3am n hit e sack after tkin a shower!

Tue: dint do much durin e morning n early afternoon... my bf came at abt 3+ to pick mi up to go c fish... not much fishes to c bt saw scary fishes! dunno y bt i feel scared after seein them... den reached hm at abt 6pm... watched abit of e parade den went to e field next to e science centre to c fireworks! dunno y bt feel tt nowadays e fireworks like nt veri nice as compared to those of last year... after tt went to ljs for dinner n went hm to slp to prepare for today's lesson...

Wed: missed my timing to wake up for 8am lesson!!! den jumped up at abt 7+ or 8am n remembered tt today the estate got contractor goin to stop e water from 9am to 5pm cos of dunno wat stupid changin of water pipe! quickly took a shower n read newspapers... den went to sch for 10am lesson... went for my driving revision at 3.45pm... did quite well... went hm s usual n now here i m... i feel sick... dunno y... tata~~~

2005-08-08T10:18:00.000+08:00

i missed my first lesson of e day... it's nt like i cant wake up bt cos when i was supposed to wake up at 6.25am, i heard tt it was raining... so i jus switch off all my 3 alarm clocks n went back to bed... i jus dint wan to get wet in e rain cos i hate e feelin of havin e end of my jeans wet... ok... all tis r excuses... haha! back to my usual life... i cleaned my room on sat... i dint know tt e glass on top of my study table is so heavy! i was like"oh shit! im alone carryin tis glass! wat if it slip n break n cut e important veins of my legs/feets? den will i be left to die[cos i was alone at home]?" i was like prayin hard tt nothg will happen to e glass thru out e whole time of cleaning... ---> mess destruction of my room!

den chik n kelvin came to help mi wif my lappy... thgs dint went well.... s chik needs to go study wif peng n i need to go out wif my bf so tey left... when i was outside, my dad cal to say e net cant use... it reali spoilts my nite... i was like glummy e whole time n make my bf unhappi too... bt we were fine after tt... kelvin came back to my place on sun to get my com fixed... now e com is ok bt my lappy isit ok... later ve to go meet him after his class to past it to him... he wanted to come to my place to get it fr mi bt dun feel good abt it cos he aldy offerin his help for foc n still wan to come get it from mi so i tot i beta bring it dwn to him... washed up my fish tank ytd... den it was clean... den my bf came n saw tt my fishes ve "blisters" on their body n 1 of dem is like bleeding! i was shocked! i dint noe wat happened to my fishes... den we went to fish shop cos he wans to buy sumthg n he asked e ppl there y my fish like tt n tey said "ooh! ur fishes got burnt." i was "dUh!" burnt! den he explained y and told us to buy a packet of dunno wat yellow powder n put in jus abit of it so tt my fishes will b ok... so now i noe wat to do next time... anyway, time to get ready for sch... tata~~~

2005-08-07T21:32:00.000+08:00

oh my god! i havent been updatin for e past week... was busy wif e mst... dint ve enough time to slp either... i will update soon after everythg gets back to normal next week.... tata~~~

2005-07-31T17:15:00.000+08:00

went out wif dear ytd! went to harbour front to walk walk cos so long nv go there liao... thkin back, that was the first place we went to on our first date! haha! it has been so long ago aldy... reali enjoyed my time wif him... den we went to geylang for dinner at abt 7.45... ECP was jam man! so mani ppl by e road side waiting to c e fireworks display from the NDP's preview... we managed to see the first mini fireworks while on e bridge... den at geylang there, we saw e last part of e main fireworks display... there oso jam! all cos of e big tankers n dunno wat other huge tanks... den my bf said " i suddenly feel so proud to b a singaporean!" i was like " ...... [speechless] " i dint noe wat to say... den we went on to get our frog leg's porriage... he was the one who taught mi how to eat it... reali delicious! den we went back to my place n watch our favourite channel, Animal Planet. haha! wat a day...

2005-07-29T23:57:00.000+08:00

ok... i ve nothg to say for the past 3 days... nothg much happened either... have been slackin at hm n not studying... no motivations n no mood... tata~

2005-07-26T15:36:00.000+08:00

ytd i saw a pair of les... i was at science centre's mc slackin wif chik.. ah wang went back aldy so he dint get to c... as e pair of les was sittin next to mi, i couldnt jus turn n look at them rite... i jus happened to notice them when i was day dreamin n was starin at e glass window which is facin mi n e les... so means tt i can c their reflection! it is even clearer cos it was 7+pm aldy... veri disgusted by them... chik said she saw them lickin each other's neck, i saw them kissin each other on e lips... thk tey noe we r lookin at them tt's y tey left liao... it isnt tt im not open minded enuf bt i dun c y tey wan to do it in e public... leave it at hm n do it at their own privacy lor... n one more thg, tey r onli JC students! even worst! i jus dun c y tey cant look for a proper guy n girl to b their bf/gf... sorry to offend e les[ess] out there bt jus dun display ur affections to each other in e public anymore... e image of a couple kissin is lovin n acceptable bt an image of gays n les kissin is turn off...

2005-07-25T12:01:00.000+08:00

i noe im supposed to b studyin for my mst now bt jus dunno y i dun ve e concentrations at all... so i decided tt i shd come n continue wif e sega of e different kinds of ppl i met...

[to all those who r readin, im jus statin e fact n not pointin at anyone particularly]

this species of character is e kind whereby they like to mislead ppl... if u r not interested in tt person den dun mislead dem! give e person some hope tt u might b interested in him/her den in the end u say u jus treat them s frends... imagine how tt person feel... i once misled someone n i was reali sorry abt it... bt i did told tt person tt i onli treat him s a frend... he even say he dun mind being a substitude! i got a scare! cos of this, we dint contact for some time... seein each other in sch is veri formal... jus a weak smile or sometimes jus pretend nt seein him... bt now we r ok aldy... dun lose a frend cos of such small mistakes we made... make it clear to e person so tt tey wont waste their time on us... tey might even find a beta person if u tel them earlier! basicalli, jus dun mislead anyone... it'l onli bring unhappiness to both of u...

time to get back to books...

2005-07-24T16:31:00.000+08:00

went out wif my bf ytd! well, was a great day... first, we went to kallang to get the rims n tyres cahnged... at first i c no differences bt after lookin at it for sometime, it kinda look nice! wat he's doin now is actualli nt allowed so he beta be careful! haha! den we went to orchard cos i promise chik tt i'l go look for her at work... i oso wan to go look at e shop cos nv been in there before... cos i oso wan to get a job there so went to c c look look... veri tempted to buy e nice clothes i saw bt cos im nt workin[n spendin n buyin even more stuffs], i cant buy anymore... while tokin to her, my bf saw a nice bermudas! reali nice n coolin to wear cos e material is kinda like [how to say huh???] wind breaker kind... bt 49 buck for a bermudas so he dint buy... went to look at e ladies section n saw a nice v-neck t-shirt of dirty green colour! nice! 19 bucks! dunno to say cheap or ex bt it's nice! den next to it is a cargo skirt! even nicer to match e both up! den my bf say nice nice! bt i say i cant buy animore stuffs so beta dun thk too much bt i cant bear to leave tt particular section! so he came back n told mi to jus try n c how i look so i tried e green cargo skirt n black v-neck n it's NICE! reali shows off my "abit slim down" figure! haha! den he say "u like it ont? u like it den i'll pay it for u cos i thk u reali look nice in it." i was speechless... i like it bt e skirt abit too fitting so went to look for a bigger size one bt no more! so bo pian jus buy tt... after he paied for it den i told myself tt for e sake pf lookin nice in tt clothes he bought for mi, i ve to slim dwn! i reali am! jus being lazy tt's y im piling up! so now on, im goin to cut on everythg i eat! onli pig out when im out wif him once a week... keep smilin to myself cos reali happi tt he paid for my stuffs! thanked him a lot of time bt he dun reali seems to b bothered much abt it n sayin "u bought clothes for mi bt i havent done it before so now im buyin for u lor... wat's there to b so happi?" bt nevertheless, im still happi... i thk im veri easy to satisify! haha! after buyin, we went to paragon for dinner at thai express! so long nv ve my fav green curry! taste abit bland... mayb im used to tastin thick green curry... so mani good food! bt onli can ve it once a week! haha! time to go out liao... tata~~~

*ps* chik! remember to help mi ask for e job vacany! thanks! if i get e job, treat u to good food once gettin e first pay!

2005-07-21T19:18:00.000+08:00

oh ya! i bought a long demin skirt on tue durin my 4 hrs break! wahahahaha! i finally found somethg which is of a reasonable price with a nice cutting! bt my bf wasnt reali veri happi abt it cos he thks im spending too much money... i had e habit of spendin money n complain later when i realise im gettin poorer... he is used to listenin to my complain so he is ok wif it bt will still advise mi to spend less since im nt workin part time anymore... bt i noe it's for my own good... im tryin to spend less... really!!! nothg much happened ytd... bt wasnt a reali good day cos i woke up late, forgot to bring my blue booklet for driving revision, wore slippers instead of shoes... after driving, i went to wm to renew my library book n went to breadtalk to buy e strawberry sweetheart moouse cake for my dear! went to look for him at his office bt he wasnt at e office yet so i waited outside... onli half an hr later den he came back... i dint blame him la cos he was at work mah n i dint bother to call him to rush him back cos dun wan anythg to happen to him when rushin back... i dun usualli ve e patience to wait for anyone cos i reali hate waiting bt i can wait for him... the power of love is reali veri powerful! bt i still give a slight black face when i wait for a long time...

anyway, had mct's lab test today! almost wanted to siam it cos im scare! bt i told myself i can do it n dragged myself off bed to go sch... went for e test at 3pm... e test was actualli quite easy bt jus tt im nervous... got a slight help from e teacher n got all e 3 signature signed! sure pass! haha! stupid mi... was listenin to e radio tis morning n e dj was reportin tt green is my lucky colour today n i had earlier put on my green t-shirt! haha! my brain can have early prediction of my lucky colour! time to go now... tata~~~

2005-07-19T19:09:00.000+08:00

my dear n i r fine aldy!!! i was sorry abt wat happened... sorry... bt he's nt e kind who will b angry wif mi for a long time! he even went to buy e drink for mi which i wanted to treat him on sun [cos e shop was close]... n of cos, i did gave him a big kiss! like to kiss him now! haha! reali cant imagine how my life would b if he's nt ard... thk will b dull n lonely... after knowin him, i c my true self... openin up my everythg to him... basically, I reali love him alot! he gave mi happiness n everythg i need! everytime someone ask him to go get marry, he will "siam" it... i feel bad cos of this... feel like a burden to him... we cant do it yet now cos im still in sch n my parents definately wont allow mi to it now cos tey may thk it is still early... we must wait... he's willing to do so... even though he's busy wif his work, i oways make it a point to tel myself tt he's doin it for our future... i dun need any condo or a fast running car or have a luxurious life... all i wan is lead a simple life n grow old wif him!

I love u dear...

2005-07-18T10:48:00.000+08:00

dint went out on sat... went to my grandma's place for dinner... dint c my bf on sat... kinda miss him alot... we went out on sun(ytd)... wasnt a good day cos he was showin abit of black face... he say cos he nv tok bt doesnt mean he's anger or in a bad mood... went to hospital to visit his dad... to all e ppl out there... STOP SMOKING! IT CAN KILL U! cos of smoking, his dad ended up there... he has been in n out of e hospital for quite a number of times tis year... lung aldy damaged n still dun tk care! wtf! pay so much money to hope can get well bt get sick again jus cos of e stupid stick of damn tobacco! hai... my bf n i had a fight ytd nite... i noe it is my fault... dun wanna tok abt it... jus tok less to in front of him from now onwards... gtg to sch now... tata...

2005-07-16T15:03:00.000+08:00

i dint slp at all on thur nite... even if i did, it was abt an hr or less... i dunno y i cant slp... had a stomach ach which came on n off... den it was a struggle on fri... tryin to listen to lecture n tryin to b awake at e same time... bt i got thru it... owe chik an apology cos i promised her tt i'l go find her on her first day at work at WH [takashimaya] bt my bag was too heavy, my eyelids were heavy due to e slpless nite n i even got into e wrong train [which was goin towards boon lay] so i had no choice bt when hm to tk a nap... i even promised my bf to go find him after i go find chik bt i was slpin at hm... so i owe two person the apologies... bt i guess tey will forgive mi due to my blurness n tireness... sorry guys! anyway, hope chik is doin fine at work... i'l go find u next week k! today im slackin at hm cos my bf will b workin till late so we will b onli goin out tml... it's ok when we go out as long as we get to spend our time together... as for now, im goin to nap again... a coolin n wet n cloudy day to nap! haha! tata~~~

2005-07-14T12:34:00.000+08:00

Happy 16th Month Anniversary

to my dear...

it has been 16 months! happy to b wif him! tresure him veri much!

love him more each day...

though we be disagreement once in a while, we made up e next day...

oways forgive n forget...

there r beta thgs for ur minds to contain...

all the happy time together...

share everythg with each other...

have bonding time everyday [at least 15 mins]...

i love you dear...

2005-07-13T22:41:00.000+08:00

Tue: dint do much... went to class s usual... ended class at 3.45pm... went hm after tt... den fell aslp while watchin e repeat telecast of american idol... woke up at abt 6.15pm, missing my bf veri badly... was in e mood for love [mayb cos of e cool weather]... treasure him alot especially nowadays!!! ytd nite he told mi he will b workin till late today... bt i recieve a msg from him at 6.33 sayin tt he misses mi!!! so i was thkin if he ve e time to msg mi, y dun i cal him! so i asked y he got time to msg mi when he's supposed to b workin late? den he say "i finished work aldy!" all of a sudden, i was totalli awake from my nap! haha! he oso said tt he will b comin over to find mi!!! happi! i miss him so much! want to give him a hug! haha! if chik c tis, she's goin to say im crazy! bt he came n he left... evertime after i kiss him good bye, i will miss him very badly again! y isit like tt? i ve no idea...

Wed: went to jur pt wif chik after my class [she got no class on wed]... wanted to go there to buy a pencil case... we went to walk ard first n saw lots of nice thgs!!! chik bought a skirt... she like both e skirts she tried on bt can onli buy one... walked ard again den saw kaiting at one of e shops! she saw chik first den chik told her i was wif her den she cal out to mi! when i was at e wallet shop choosin my pencil case, chik saw fongmei! she told mi den i ran out of e shop to c where is she bt at first cant c den saw her goin up liao n we were outside e shop n was tryin to catch her attention bt she cant c so nvm liao lor... went back to e shop to choose my pencil case bt dun ve e one i wan to buy so ended up choosin another one so i asked for a new piece cos e zipper is spoilt bt e salesgirl search for some time n say "tis is e onli piece left..." i was like sad...! nvm again... i was determined to buy somethg so i went to giordano n look for any t-shirt to buy bt e moment i step in, i saw e shorts i wanted to buy! chik oso like it alot! we went to try it n we like it even more! since she aldy bought a skirt, she was hestitain whether to buy it ont... i like it so i bought it lor... den we went to SK to look at e diamonds! so nice! my eyes hurts after seein so mani of e bright stuffs! haha! den we went to westmall cos my bf say we go out to ve dinner together... after walkin a while, he called n say he's comin to pick mi up liao so we went to e smokers' paradise to sit n wait for him... chik offer to wait wif mi! wat a nice frend of her! after a while, i predicted tt my bf is comin bt e first prediction was wrong den i predicted again n he came! chik was like shocked! how come i noe he was comin? haha! cos i saw e reflection from e pillar! havin to wait for him for e past 15 mths n 29 days, i noe it liao... haha! anyway time to cal my bf! tata~~~

2005-07-11T22:28:00.000+08:00

thur evening: went to sok leng's son's b'day party... at first my bf nv go one cos he must OT den who noes at 7.15pm he msg mi n say he reach aldy! he shd ve told mi earlier cos i almost dint wan to go cos i feel lonely without him... after readin his msg i felt so excited happi! haha! e party is s usual boring cos sok nv come tok to us one... so mi, chik n e rest jus tok n joke together lor... my bf chatted wif his frends as well...

fri: rush hm from bbdc to go chalet!!! i went to a frend's chalet from fri evening till sun morning!

sun: rush hm to scan e paper kenneth asked mi to... which is to b done on fri! haha! bt he was ok wif it lah... im totalli charged from e mini holiday! had a nice time there!

today: woke up late! dint went for mct lecture... left hm at abt 9.40 den stroll to tk train den saw angelia... went to eat "branch" den went to find kenneth in e com lab... did our project's power pt... den went for lesson... after sch went to imm wif chik... walk walk n help my bf buy his shirt... wanted to buy tray bt so ex n no idea which kind to get n oso cos abit tired so dint buy... weekend den ask my bf to go wif mi to c... i jus realised tt im veri dependent on my bf... if he's nt ard mi, i dunno wat will happen to mi... bt im still quite an independent person bt jus wan to listen to his opinion otherwise he will say i anyhow spend money again... jus finish doin my power pt... thk goin to bed liao... tata~~~

2005-07-07T10:02:00.000+08:00

cant slp any longer so i wake up early... human clock fixed aldy so cant change e timing... nothg to do! actualli there is bt no mood... later class at 1 till 5... den go find chik den we go sok leng's place together... my bf nt goin! he got to work late n sok leng's husband oso nv cal him to go so he dun go cos he say ppl nv cal u bt u still go like so thick skinned... so he wont b goin... *sad sad* he might go there to pick mi up he said... ytd i was drinkin lots of water so s to keep my body from all e heatiness tt it's goin thru in return, it kept makin mi go to e toilet! bt nvm lah... i feel beta today... once i keep "cool" my pimple will go down n my ulcer will heal! wahahaha! thk i go get more drink now... tata~~~

2005-07-05T21:48:00.000+08:00

today kinda like a bad day for mi... wake up n found out tt i got an intense n dry throat... must b e aircon tt caused e dry throat... as for e sore throat must b too much of spicy food... i oways thk tt eatin food without a bit of chilli is bland... den i realise my ulcer is reali formin up! pain! den i feel pain on my right side of my face.. try to feel for e pain bt dunno where so when i was bathin i try to feel for e pain again! e pain is like pimples pain! sharp pain! i finally felt it at my right lower eye lids! e kind of pimple where ppl will joke tt u peeped at other ppl bath or urine!!! pain lor!!! got sore throat, ulcer, pimple, headach!!! my whole face is im pain!!! bt i still managed to go shoppin for sok leng's son's b'day gift durin my 4 hrs break... got him a polo tee n a kaki shorts! santa barbara ok!!! semi branded! haha!!! when i go shop, i dun reali feel e pain's presence! women... oways can give up anythg jus to go shopping!!! after shoppin i rushed back to my mct's tutorial... damn pathetic! onli 6 ppl turned up! all ran off mayb cos tey dun like koh cheng seng... he's actualli nt bad lah jus anit "ali" [long winded]... when i reached hm at 4+, i went to took a nap... woke up at abt 6... felt even more tired after tt bt i still ve to get up otherwise later cant slp! here i am now, bloggin... thk im goin to bed soon... bt bf's nt hm yet... he's busy e whole day... dint ve our bonding time ytd so today must wait otherwise we will drift... i thk i go watch tv liao... byieeeee...